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@fernax.bsky.social

32 / he/him / 🏳️‍⚧️ / 18+ artist / NO MINORS https://www.furaffinity.net/user/foliax/

(🧵)Gonna be honest y'all my financial situation is really really bad. I'm going to need $3-500 before the end of the month honestly cuz I've gotten myself in a hot mess of debt. I start my new job TOMORROW. I HAVE COMMISSIONS OPEN! PLEASE TAKE THEM!

out of the training period on the new job and. yeah this Sucks this whole thing’s just been a massive bait and switch. if i didn’t need the money so fuckin badly i’d quit b/c i’m more miserable than i was at the office 8)

first day of solo customer calls. i have been called the n-word four times despite being the whitest boy you know and subjected to a shitass old guy who couldn’t accept that i can’t reset his password for an email from a different provider not gonna lie. i am. Demoralized

truck's dead again and is at the repair shop for the next 2-3 days. cat is. either going to need an emergency vet trip or a final vet trip that we cannot get to b/c no car. this is a great day

our cat needs some emergency care and i am trying not to have an absolute meltdown about it i'm honestly. so scared that this is gonna be it for her b/c she's doing really fucking bad out of nowhere

day twooo of job training done. inexplicably i feel like i got my ass beat physically, which is cool @ _ @ if this didn't go until 9:30 at night i'd probably be feeling a lil better lmao.

alsooo i want to do another community choice-based tf. this time w/ royce! he's got a lot of room for improvements and y'all have good taste, so hit him with whatever. at the end of the week, i'll get cookin' & see how weird he gets poll - feel free to add suggestions :> strawpoll.com/GPgVYlaLEna

alsooo i want to do another community choice-based tf. this time w/ royce! he's got a lot of room for improvements and y'all have good taste, so hit him with whatever. at the end of the week, i'll get cookin' & see how weird he gets poll - feel free to add suggestions :> strawpoll.com/GPgVYlaLEna

SHE COULD NOT FIGURE OUT HOW TO FIRE ME. SO I’M STILL EMPLOYED? except i’m gonna be real. this meeting is full of all the other people this company’s already fucked over and i am thinking i should just run

also uhhhhhh. hm. might do a little summer-themed comm deal………there’s medical expenses on the horizon so i’m trying to float, seeing as the job didn’t work out. < _ >

new job has fucked me yet again they didn’t send me the offer letter i needed to sign. i reached out about it. they ignored me today i finally get a response and i’ve been fired b/c i didn’t sign the offer letter they didn’t send me. cool cool i’m having a great day already

welp. new job has already fucked me i don't start today. i start on the 30th b/c they couldn't figure out how to unlock my account :) and i don't get paid for today b/c i couldn't clock in :)

gonna have to. i don't know, do some yches or something again. i won't get paid by my job for a while yet (i only start on the 16th) and we are not doing good on food. what else is new

signed the last bit of paperwork for the new job, aaand the equipment should be here today. so. steady paycheck soon to be incoming and i cannot fuckin wait

i need to do some kind of. really intricate traditional art to try and get these feelings out. i don't know what, specifically, but. something

man. it's wild how easy it is to convince yourself you're okay after losing somebody. i thought i was at least like. not a ball of grief but i found my adopted dad's radio show recordings today and it took exactly 30 seconds for me to start fucking bawling

hokay. still doing ctf minis/still have comms open--trying to cover a utility bill before they cut the power or hit us with a late fee :'Ia it is. 140$ so i've got a bit to scramble. here's some examples! if you're interested, dm me here or note me on FA <3

i really duped myself into thinking my insomnia Wasn’t as bad as it is while i was still on my sleep meds, man i’ve been off ‘em for the past few months and jesus christ this shit is rough. i have stayed up entirely through the night multiple times a week llllmao