pretty sure I'd die if a pretty woman pinned me down and stared into my eyes in the same way that a poor Victorian child could be killed by McDonald's
fetch
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it always feel so gross to learn someone's deadname because transphobes dox them
it's very weird now to think about the friction in my pre-transition life between falling in love with women with some vague idea of monogamy + not really being interested in a traditional cishet marriage
this account is largely just an emotional biohazard containment space: shitty feelings, sexual/romantic frustration, all my horny/furry shit that's fetish-heavy for main, etc.
stunning amount of folks who need to get tapped the fuck in that an overwhelming majority of normal people hate AI bullshit
Incredible! This woman found out that her previously confounding sexual interest suddenly makes perfect sense now that she's a woman and a bottom
quantifying the half life of a mood boost/dopamine hit from the combination of fresh air, a short walk, and completing an errand at ~45 minutes
people posting in the work Slack excitedly about a thing that lets LLM agents pay for API usage with crypto and I am just left wondering why I ever had a single modicum of faith in this organization
I would kind of like to figure out how to make at least of my income from just working on open source projects and the rest of my time working on weird art projects and non-computer community stuff, writing, etc. Tranny Jeff Geerling arc basically
I can't believe I have to keep being productive at work through another depressive episode
sorry I feel like spiralling on here a bit too much lately
if there is one thing about second puberty that matches first puberty to a tee, it's the feeling of being known and vaguely popular while never really belonging to any social group in a meaningful way.
I never feel like I connect with anyone romantically or sexually, and I feel defective for it
I've gotten good at being able to hold it together enough to keep my life basically going even when my mental health is shit, but it makes me sad because it has a quiet side effect of distancing me from the people I care about
Transfem sapphic stuff can be so weird because there are women who have come onto me really hard with, like, no warning or much in the way of pre-existing context or connection, but I cannot imagine having a genuine connection that starts like that
Sometimes I feel like I'm tremendously bad at signalling romantic interest in someone, but also it's easy enough to do a lot of little subtle signs and just assume they're seeing it but quietly letting me down easy
Incredible! This neurodivergent trans woman is actually managing to complete a task even though she is feeling very mentally ill!
fetch is the name of my fursona, but my fursona is basically just some vague shape of "she's me, but she's a foxgirl but also kinda a bit of a puppygirl when it makes sense"
really annoyed that I can't dunk on AI bullshit from main anymore for stupid work reasons
I am but a dumb baby queer who needs a woman to shove her tongue down my throat because I lack the courage to initiate
I have a three day weekend due to a regional holiday + relatively few urgent must-dos, which gives me a little bit of a chance to breath. It's nice, but also I find that downtime for me right now becomes about working through all my piles of built-up shit, which....... is not exactly relaxation time
being furry and being into like, pet play/puppygirl type stuff, is definitely not the same thing, but it's hard for me to separate how I map furry -> horny and how I map wearing a tail plug and fox ears -> horny or being treated as a pet/"good girl"'d -> horny.
