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renaissance being 💌 are.na/fi is gaeilgeoir mé → @fiionn.bsky.social northern california agus tuaisceart éireann
unironically both our exes are making it easy to avoid them they keep tweeting about being bicoastal thank god leave me alone
gf: i hate the dice mascot!!! he needs to go!! NOW!! me: would u feel better if u put an anvil dangling above his head.... gf: yea :) me: what about a trolley problem..... gf: YEA :) me: what about a- or maybe.... ?
anyway i am up late because i got sooooooo attached to my foster cat and i have a series b pitch deck that isn't going to design itself and my girlfriend is coming tomorrow soooo i need to get my life in order in less than 24 hours
pls god save im so turnt right now is my fucking vocal stim and i am never gonna live this down if i can't get it under control
ree and I had the most healing art day yesterday :’) i love my best friend i love making things in my kitchen with her
literally sooooooooo behind on work because i am a dumbass so i am listening to the music i used to listen to when i was 21 working my first design job and required like the music equivalent of 10 different stimulants to power thru
sometimes i tell my close friends something and they go "god, i didn't realize you put up with so much."
digital artifacts that remind you of your life from a decade ago are soooooooooooooo wild and also affirming.
god i was such a parentified child because why the fuck was i editing and formatting my mom's resume at age 18? holy shit
gotta get my place even cozier so that people are begging to come over to my house for dinner, specialty coffee + tea, crafts, or a movie.
to be very honest i went through soooooo many unexpected financial changes these last couple months so i am being gentle on myself but now I need to lock in and save up
i just bought my first electric guitar after years of bumming off rentals, a banjo in high school, and my brothers guitars it’s time to commit… to riffing…
i told my best friend about it and she basically said the same thing that my friend who delivered the news to me told me.
doing friend admin now that my gf is back in la <3 and i love everyone in my life <3 i love devotion <3 i love doing things for my loved ones <3 i need to see my brother + his family too <3
next week: i'll be locking into work, going back to the gym + beach runs (finally), going back to the studio, taking my meds on time, prioritizing celebrating my best friend and close friends, and going back on calorie deficit after... a month of being indulgent w my gf >.<
enough about my sapphic lifestyle. i showed art in two exhibits this week and co-designed tour merch for one of the best albums of the year... and i also did a spontaneous studio session with my friend after our other friend's show... celebrated my best friend's birthday in the cutest way <3
unfortunately found out the answer to the question i should've never asked and it is.... probably, yes. don't ask yourself questions like this because it will invite the answer to find you when you least expect it.
i wonder if my ex was expecting me to beg her to stay together.
gf and i realized the first time we met in-person was at an ecco2k concert five years ago while listening to ℮ in the shower together this morning the passage of time is soooooooooooo crazy
I can’t believe I fucked around and found a love beyond what i could have ever imagined…
irish people being really bougie about their saunas and bathhouses is proof to me that we were always meant to be that way…
I love doing mundane things with my loved ones it brings me so much joy