I do think I worded some things poorly in the moment and want to talk more about it now that I think I'm calmer and not reacting out of fear. However I don't know where to start as I'm not going to purposefully engage with accounts that have already blocked me as I don't want to make matters worse.

I'm open to dms if needed.

If you don't even want to talk to me about things that's fine. Make your own choices but I just want to exist and be left alone. I don't need to publicly display every trauma and abuse I've been through to justify my spot in life. I just hate this shit.

I truly believe if every victim had to recover in a puritanical way then there'd be more problems in the world. Nobody fits in one box. It's tiring I've been scared to even talk about me and my experiences for a reason. It's dehumanizing for me.

I think honestly I'm so sick of everything because i shouldn't have to disclose my own abuse and suffering to be the way I am i don't know it's also like I know my truth I know several things about me my partner our abuse and my experiences don't have to be the same. I just am tired of being me

Idk what I even feel anymore man

Uh hm

my icon cropped so badly whatever Barry ig

Whatever go my vision

The fact in 2026 i still have to think "Kagehira we have arrived at Walmart " when I gotta go anywhere. Near a Walmart

I think also I have low self esteem today bc I had to put the poster up at work I hate my face sm

anxiety abt my timesheet vs sleeby

Two hours 🫶

I think abt this gif a lot

Uma Musume Uma Musume Meme

ALT: Uma Musume Uma Musume Meme

static.klipy.com

Today I'm so exhausted for NO REASON I have a whole open house to do

I don't want to go back to work

I will always encourage people to disagree with me. I like having differing opinions and it's healthy. I just don't want ppl to assume I'm arguing or defensive in general

I think every enstars character to an extent though has their flaws overlooked by fans

Leo Tsukinaga: im just like you fr Kanade Yoisaki: we are not the same

Izuleo opinions are how u get to know someone on a deeper level

I love leo a lot but I hate talking abt leo bc leo is one of the most butchered fandom interps I've seen ever

I wish I could yap abt enstars more but I always feel like mega annoying i just have thoughts whatever go my transfem tsukasa suou

Im the enstars version of an encyclopedia i think

I may be annoying but at least I'm annoying and sexy

strangers showtime ♡ / ↺ appreciated #あんスタ #art #enstars #myart #ensemblestars #mashukuon #fanart

Im so mad but whatever I gotta do what I gotta do

Im just gonna submit the timesheet lately

My boss wont answer me either

Open House and Work Found out we take 2 hours off at some point either midday or before work. But problem is I am agency and nobody is telling me how to do my timesheet

Sometimes I think abt my autism abt fandom culture but I feel like bringing it up esp in anime spaces now is so hard bc we lost the plot on stuff like with oshis and yume community too I think people forget its ok to join those but they gotta follow the rules and not mix it up with western ideas