my era of (iTH) "in The Highest" is over i stopped logging it here, this space is now artifact, not my active account four to five years of prescription & otc medication, varied modalities n bastardized efforts, painful problems ive fixed in my core, eight years since that watershed realization

hi every one im back from the grave, in some ways i never left but im here to say that this 'wholesome chubster' is playing the hits. for over 24 hours she ranted about being insulted about 'cis', thinks trans women are a subclass but 'women' arent (we can hear the silent 'real women' there)

breaking from radio silence to say: i've been listening to this album all day, And you can too🫀❤️‍🔥💎 i'm grateful to be part of a chorus,, this collective of voices, letting the song out from within us ✨ be seeing you 👌

Trans Ferdinand || How I Became Invisible@emdashreed.bsky.social · last yr.

this song is the reason I put this album. this song is why it was important to me to get it out now. this song is what I want everyone to hear and take away from this record. it's a song to us, to our enemies, and to the kids who are just figuring it out. "we're not going to die for you."

i've moved on. i'm not here, any more. i'm around, i'm not gone-- but this account is an archive. i've started over. hermit crabs die when they dont. couple weeks ago i started a new account, few days after i was laid off. then i deactivated here for a week, let the world spin on. why? oh 🍿

feels like shit just want her back

Working through a little bit of emotional strife and a little bit of migraine pressure and having a nice little chat with a real cool queer

Migraine day

Bloomscrolling

now watching: Invasion Of The Body Snatchers (1978)

Cannabis and cannibalism

Repost with a favorite book from childhood Awoo 🐾

Burrow erupted feral from the woods $30/200@burrow.northsky.social · last yr.

Repost with a favorite book from childhood (I still have the tiny version)

Opening up my left shoulder And at the left base of the neck This is probably a lot of the injury site complication mess from my left hand Definitely not worried about a stroke (why worry at this point) Another day of taking it very easy. An figuring out the rest of my shit..

My Grandma had like nine sisters isn't that insane one brother and nine sisters just like it was totally normal or whatever I'm probably not getting the count right but it was effectively nine sisters I don't know they're fucking names it was like Pokemon One'r two of them died before I was born

Figured out a little bit ago that I'm in mourning Over what? Throw a fucking dart I'm not going to do your goth math for you

Stretches and neck exercises Have not broke my fast yet Just Floating

out out intrusive thoughts, be gone ghosts

cant sleep so im tryin higher

Briefly feeling less sad Must have been missed doses

,,@fit7.bsky.social · last yr.

Still struggling tho Just fuckin sad ;__;

empathy is intrinsic to the human condition, it is life itself

Sheryl Weikal says Prosecute ICE@leftistlawyer.com · last yr.

Empathy is the greatest superpower ever developed and the fact conservatives single it out specifically to decry is proof that they fear it more than anything. Empathy is how we win. Whenever they attack it, respond by caring about the people around you even more.

The kind of anxiety that just feels like falling

I've lived so many stupid lifetimes

Still struggling tho Just fuckin sad ;__;

What probably happened is I skipped another dose of meds and a few other executive function failures today are overshadowing my executive function successes I completed tasks today for a completely broken husk of a human I did great Best in husk

,,@fit7.bsky.social · last yr.

feeling low and i mean low so like maybe i should do something to alleviate that idk idk food is a good start, im eating ok im eating

Breathing thru it

feeling low and i mean low so like maybe i should do something to alleviate that idk idk food is a good start, im eating ok im eating

Fifteen years

If you like shopping local and if you like supporting local businesses maybe don't support your local grocery chain and go get your produce at the local small Asian grocery I'm not talking to poor folk in food deserts by the way obviously You know who I'm talking to 💅

sisi jiang@six6jiang.bsky.social · last yr.

i need people to understand that asian grocery stores aren’t just a lifeline to asian americans: they’re also a source of fresh and affordable produce to low income non-asians who live in HCOL areas

Trying to lean on my people but try not to lean on any one person too hard wow it sounds like I've said this before in the past

going to eat something in a minute and then see if I still feel like crying a whole bunch or what

i'm the goast with the moast