As a friend said, the wrong 80 year old white people are dying this week.

Also, can we denormalize commenting on other people's bodies? Even if you think your comment is a positive comment, you don't know what they have been going through.

It also feels great to be able to get back to the gym after whatever sickness I had

I once had a fellow circus performer tell me that I should bounce around naked in front of a mirror and is anything jiggles, I shouldn't be performing. He told me this right before I went on stage for my first real performance. #toxicbodyshaming #toxicbodyculture #seattlecircus

Might be selling my condo… I would technically be homeless at that point.

Boyfriend had to wake up for a client call with someone in Switzerland this morning which means I'm awake at 3:30, having woken up in a bad dream about one of my good friends, and feeling emotionally wrecked from the it.

Lets see if I can get the habit back #gayfitness

Another person just resigned from the nonprofit board. I’m starting to wonder how much longer we can survive.

Finally well and able to work out again. Going to take progress pictures on Sunday morning as will be my ritual moving forward.

I need someone to be a drill daddy and make me go to the gym again now that I'm mostly well.

managed to mostly sleep last night which is good. I'm going to try to gym today which is also good.

I've always loved Gregg Araki's bluntness in his films. Seeing what he does with a TV show...

I use a cute little chrome extension called tabbycat that puts cute little animals on my new tab screen. Have used it forever, and usually it's just a cute blip of a generated animal. This ones though...

prepped two containers of protein ice cream tonight... it's been quite a while since I've made any.

Finally better enough to go to the gym

Sickness is finally starting to let up. I'm going to venture outside today... maybe...

I just LOOOVE being sick.

Queer Artists of all kinds in Seattle, I want to interview you. DMs open for more details

Sore throat and an e.coli infection. Fml

So unbelievably excited that they are finally making a Neuromancer movie. It's the one book that I read over and over again. At least once every other year. www.youtube.com/watch?v=g79G...

Neuromancer — Official Teaser | Apple TV

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I've been working on an webapp for managing my life, and it includes a digital morning pages module that allows me to write in the morning, and keeps track of my word count. Goal is 750 words every day to clear my brain. The entries are locked afterwards, no ability to read them (for now).

I feel unmotivated to do anything at all lately.

Yeah I still giggle when someone says “git HEAD”

I’ve gained weight lately because I haven’t been able to work out as often or as hard because of the constant cancer tests. and then I find out that my doctor is wrong about how long I’m not supposed to workout/exercise before the test.

I'm going to die.

I'm about to sign my paperwork to join Local 600... First union in my life.

I should be working on my script treatment, but instead, I'm on bluesky and tiktok procrastinating...

Leviticus. if You are a horror fan, quite a watch

I'm feeling that desire to run away and join the cir– right, already did that.. um.. into the woods and live in a cave for the rest of my life...