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Formerly Overstim Teratophile Shit™ Actually Vacant Now But you probably know where to find me 39+ - She/They Demi/Gray-Ace No display age = under scrutiny ! Minors/Bigots/Keyword Bots/Pro-AI art DNI ! ↓ Check Pin / Media Tab before Following ↓

It's weird to look for old, unrelated art, and to get bricked in the face with old fetish shit. Like this lass; a grue/rust monster hybrid anthro from 2008, who could only live in pitch darkness, and would use her metal-rusting powers to strip adventurers' armor to tickle them. idefk, man!

A while back I mentioned wanting to do a more transformed worm!Sam, but only had the idea recently after arguing about Levi's finger-fingers. Decided to go all-in on that here; like father like son. Flawed parallel 100% intentional. Feels natural. [ spec-bio / internals / monster genitalia ]

Back with a new pin that goes into way more depth as to what y'all are dealing with. Ditching the fuckass edgy font. No way I'm going into everything, just points of frequent discussion/past grief. Picky about my feed, so I don't follow back much. Big on curation; blocking for comfort is healthy!

Apologies for this ALT being unhelpfully censored for screenreaders; I'd like to avoid bot scrapers or people searching certain topics from landing this account.

Consent ultimately implied with all interactions and situations
Sometimes it's given carelessly

All characters depicted are adults
They're allowed to make questionable/bad decisions

I often write microfics or narrative context in my ALTs
and they can sometimes get pretty dark

Anything not specifically listed is case-by-case; I try my best to tag shit
but sometimes I miss things, especially if I run out of character space

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Weirdness to Expect
Terat0philia / Body Horror
Mild Violence / Creature Gore
Existentially Angsty Hurt / Comfort
Occasional 0viposition,
Soft V0re, and Slime

Light Dubc0n/CNC such as:
Knism0 (Tickl1ng)
0verstimulation
Restraint / B0ndage
Pain / Fear Play

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Mostly Not Into
(But May Experiment)
Nonviolent N0ncon
- (IE hypn0sis, s0mno, etc.)
Stuff1ng / WG / 1nflaton
(just want to be clear, since
it's popular in this space)

VERY High Nope
(Likely Block, depends on your vibes as
a person / how the subject is approached)
Violent N0ncon / SA
Abusive Gaslighting
Steep 4gegap
Bodily W4ste

!! ABSOLUTE DNI : L0lisho/MAPs, Inc3st, Z00philia !!
Bonus Block Hours: Bad-faith Discourse / Terminally Online Drama

Bringing this back online with apprehension; I probably won't be contributing much for a while. Still burned out. I'm just throwing it back up for sourcing/credit purposes. Reminding myself to follow my own rules in regards to avoiding engaging in drama I don't know the full story about.

Idk why, but neck tickling is extra hot to me. It's nowhere near anything erogenous, but the thought gets me going. I guess it touches the nerves of fear play and trust together, vulnerability, tongue or teeth or claws that intimately close to such vital structures, adrenaline joining endorphins...

Been drawing so much mindless hyper-horny that I am now filled with the carnal urge to draw more lighthearted (but still mildly horny) clothed knismo to balance it out. Preview for now; I really wanna keep working on it (3am is peak art time for me) but I have an earlyish work shift tomorrow... weh

I wouldn't be surprised if part of my vore/slime fixation dated back to this game (Think Quick!) that I played in third grade. MIGHT be the earliest I can think of?? Trying to trace kinks is always interesting. Just randomly remembered it. Can't find much about it, so I had to use this bad YT vid.

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I never made my way fully through Lovecra\\t mythos, I have an anthology so that I could at least bring myself up with the original lore (and then disregard it because he was a shitass). I never made it to Dream-Quest of Unknown Kada//h, so imagine my surprise to learn about the NIGHT-GAUNTS.

More MSPaint laziness... I hc that the tips of her nerve-endings give off mild, stimulating electrochemical charges, causing tiny muscle spasms that feel like shallow yet potent vibrations. It's how she 'tickles' with them. I also imagine her controlling those nerves in... -interesting- ways...

Heeyy, 200 followers! ...for now, this account has a habit of hemorrhaging followers now and then and I imagine calling attention to this will lead to a few drops who were waiting for a reason. But that mild cynicism aside, THANK YOU all for hanging out and just being chill! It means so much! 🫀

Frank//e workin' on Charl//e and if he wasn't such a sad/depressing encounter, I'd be exploiting the HELL outta those wasps for knismo stuff... Imagine sensitivity-increasing venom as they swarm... Alas, I'm not quite strong enough to get over feeling too bad for their host being totally miserable.

Love having one person to occasionally talk unhinged Spine stuff with haha. Not TOO much, but just enough. (my text is the lavender; I should get into a better habit of obfuscating my Everywhere name, even if I'm not subtle about it and crosspost a bunch, lol)

Discord message with the playtester who requested the sprite art. Our feelings about a lot of things are pretty well-aligned, lol.

Don't mind me, just rambling about the WormSamAU stuff I'm writing but not publicly sharing because... well, it grew into something that doesn't strike me as something most other people would like. But I feel like rambling anyway. [cw suic//de ideation/parallel, some religion parallel]

I've been focusing on this a lot lately, and really, apart from the kinky shit and the weird specbio, the narrative portion of it has just been speaking to me a lot.

This is a fundamentally different Sam than my 'main' one, in that everything that hurt him prior to the apocalypse got him so deep he lost all confidence in himself being anything but a failure and a disappointment, causing him to withdraw inwards. He's very selfish, and only goes out in the name of 'self-care' (looking for supplies to survive and games to keep himself entertained/occupied). The one time he lets emotion in, it's negative; jealousy and spite… and to the outside observer, it backfires.

Unlike my other Sam(s?), he's too broken by his own self-worth issues to consider romance or appreciation even if it's presented to him. Not to say there's no emotion present in his ultimate fate, but there's definitely no real love involved, just miserable desperation twisted into weird biological duty, which is kind of odd for me, but cathartic to explore.I'm not usually one for loveless sex, but that's essentially what happens to him; so afraid of commitment and the possibility of fucking up a REAL relationship, that he'd rather just let some worms fuck him to death as his only chance to have that kind of experience… and although he technically survives the ordeal, he undergoes a partial death of personality in the process (though one could argue it's for the better, given that even though the worms modified him irreparably, they also promised him he'd be cared for, and backed up that promise accordingly, allowing him to let go of a lot of his worries and self-hate).

That terrifying allure of no longer having to worry about anything even if it means giving up everything… it's the same suicide-parallel of the whole Spine "remaking" narrative. I guess it's always on my mind as a religious person; the belief you have to let your sinful self die and be 'born again' into a new and 'fixed' state to fully embrace true happiness under God's love, where he'll take care of your every need… I struggle with the implications a lot, and I guess it forms a large part of my infatuation with these weird conversion-into-something-else-at-the-cost-of-identity narratives.On the other hand there's Harriet, who's trying very hard to be someone who helps Sam and tries to make him feel wanted, but who does so from the standpoint of being neurotypical and completely unaware of neurodivergent struggles. Her frustration is warranted and justified, but at the same time frustrating both from her perspective and Sam's. The times I've had a neurotypical try to help me, fail due to not understanding my underlying problems, and immediately turning around to blame me for 'not wanting to get better.' Clearly I ENJOY suffering. Clearly I can just mind-over-matter my mental health issues away!

It's not like it's hard to mind-over-matter yourself when your mind does not work correctly!

Like, I understand the frustration as someone who has tried to help people who can't be helped, but vilifying someone for what they can't help isn't going to fix the problem, if anything it makes it worse… and for all of Harriet's best intentions, it wasn't the right time to resort to brutal honesty. Not when that honesty boiled down to being so 'normal' and 'human' that the idea of being so 'abnormal' as to seek out an 'inhuman' solution is seen as objectively wrong and disgusting… when at no point did any 'human' solution work appropriately and this, against all odds, did.She never figures it out completely, but at least she has the option to eventually decide that he's allowed to find contentedness on these strange and alien terms, even if she feels a bit betrayed that he'd go to the lengths he did rather than taking the steps she offered and merely assumed would be sufficient. She learns to accept that this isn't something she doesn't understand and doesn't have the answer for, but that doesn't mean she can't still be there for him.

It's cathartic to project my own misery about things for exploration, but also cathartic to give those characters the opportunity for closure that I'm not sure I'd ever experience, myself.

I wanna work with it more. Even aside all the personal projection and the dark themes that come with it, I do like some of the levity thrown in here and there, and I'd like to make some more unique OCs for the AU that add to things, and more unique situations in general to make it not completely a sick doom and gloom alternate take.

Though I'm on my way out for a cycle, I might as well share this textdump; even though Levi (worm OC) himself is a very anxious and not-horny sweetheart, that doesn't mean his 'type' of Worm don't have their own unique... reproductive mechanism... Doesn't make a lot of sense, but who cares???

Nah. Too much text (I have 'alt required' enabled on desktop).