kilroy

@floridfiora.bsky.social

she/her if you're cis she/it if you're Cool

conventional social media is really bad for my mental health and while bsky is the least bad one I've been on a lot I think i'm gonna delete this and make an extremely shittily put together neocities

Just watched the Rejoined episode of ds9 again and man I want a whole tv show that is just middle aged lesbians in torrid yet reservedly-expressed dyke drama (in space)

Cat who is the starvingest man alive. He's never even seen food before. He hadn't even heard of it until he read about it in Playtom, and now he wants what the fatcats have. He wants to live like Garfield Hefner does

the thing about bebop is that I'll hear one bebop tune, and suddenly, playing in my head is a sort of ill,-begotten medley of every bebop tune I half-learned back in school. Blues For Alice into Billie's Bounce into Joy Spring into Au Privave into Bird's solo on A Night In Tunisia etc etc etc

having a bedbug scare has made me go from "yay bugs I love bugs they are my little friends" to "I'm from buenos aires and I say kill em all" in under a week but really this isn't inconsistent with my position always having been "bugs are good OUTSIDE of my house"

when it's said that you're not supposed to drink or eat anything--even water--for half an hour after brushing your teeth so as to not disturb toothpaste while it Fortifies Teeth or whatnot, what does that mean for compulsively licking all over one's teeth to revel in the sensation of clean teeth

I sure am glad that, despite my inability to actually flirt back when gorgeous trans people flirt with me, I have the communication skills to convey my receptiveness and ask that it continue

having a peer support worker rocks, I used to have a social worker and other than the time they kinda sorta got me $8k no strings attached they never really did anything, but now i get help with basically everything I'm disabled about. Still not entirely sure what social workers are supposed to do

consistently something my loved ones compliment me on is that I'm funny. except I have never really Gotten comedy (the art form), nor am I a good Poster. my conclusion is that I'm Bespoke Funny. I'm full custom personalized botique hilarious. Handmade artisanal non-scaleable-production amusing

I sometimes wish i could still get unhealthily into a strategy game the way I used to. Maybe dominions 5? I think that lasted like 6 hours last time I tried. After my most recent go at ckii I don't even have the will to install it. Shall I finally learn how to play victoria 2 or hoi3?

love having cool geometrically weird abstract art on my wall cause I can flop down in an unusual way in an unusual place and be seeing it from a different angle and it's like having totally new art on my wall

I feel like mot enough of my peers are talking about Herbie Hancock's solo on Rockit. They're not NOT talking about it, of course, but not enough of them, and not enough. I must agitate for change

worst part of being off my adhd meds is that I am now incapable of following a film on a thematic/metatextual level. like my media literacy is just gone D: In The Mouth Of Madness has, uh, something to do with america, probably? The fiction and ritualization of "USA" being a world destroying force?