Sometimes I just don't know how to keep my mental afloat
Follymaker 🃏
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I wish I could go back to those simpler times, where I can just sing and do my thing while being happy. I don't know when but I feel like even the last things that give me comfort like making music, streaming and playing games have already become dull
I even wrote and finished an original love song, but as soon as I want to record I feel weak and lethargic
I don't why but during November and December my anxiety just peaks to unimaginable levels, the feeling of wanting to disappear is almost unbearable
Been getting really anxious these days and I just use games to distract myself
A lot of things going through my mind right now. So feel free to unfollow me here because I might just post every thought I have negative or positive in this bluesky acc
When words like "I feel disappointed/feel betrayed" are said to me. My mind just goes blank because at some point these people gave me the same feeling but I didn't feel the urge to voice it out. I feel like I'm a twisted person for just letting things go without giving too much thought to it.
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Singing stream done, voice deadge now time to bury myself in League of Legends ARAM 😀👍
I've played too much League and Valorant today, time to go to sleep 💀
Was about to go to sleep but then BEEG HAND SIZED HOUSE SPIDER decided to frkn jumpscare me 😠
Staying up late night practicing JP songs that I'm not brave enough to sing on stream 😅
Posting this spotify playlist I made, If you're someone who enjoys ballad, duets and japanese songs you might enjoy this. 👍😉 open.spotify.com/playlist/1Vz...
JP PLAYLIST: WAVE OF EMOTIONS #1
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There's this certain Gawr Gura playlist on youtube that I've fallen in love with. I feel at peace just listening to it 😌
These days I'm scared to ask people to do song covers with me. I used to feel really happy thinking that I could mix other people singing. Most of the time I do feel that I'm lacking