ForrestFoxy

@forrestfoxy2019.bsky.social

Arizona Fox. 34. Gay 🌈 Married 💍 Hubby is a bunny 🐰❤️🦊 🔞18+ Minors, DNI.🔞

Anxiety and depression are wierd little creatures. I've had a great day, but now im just in a tiny bit of a sad head space. I think the things with my family are catching up me. I don't want this to be so hard, but I know I wasn't and won't be respected. I know I deserve better.

I wish I were more social out at bars. I just get so awkward/shy lol. Hubby is very outgoing and can easily flirt but im just chilling at the table. 😆 Another case of im more a flirty fox online but awkward irl lol. I may be a tiny bit tipsy atm. 😜

After work today , I walked outside to take the trash out , and for the first time it feels like fall. It's just cool enough outside and there's a feeling that I really can't describe other than it's the season. 🍂🍁🍂🍁🍂🍁

I have made lots of friends here on Bluesky. Its been wonderful to lean more into the community and meet new people. Happy National Coming Out Day I'm gay, a furry, a fox and sometimes a pup and damn proud. Much love. ❤️

I haven't heard from my mother since August. Not one call or text. Thanks to one of my brothers letting it slip, I know the family has been talking about me. Today she removed me from all her social media. I know now who is in my corner. I have my chosen family. Love should never be conditional.

Final update for now. The one sibling I thought was neutral in the situation let it slip that my family has been talking about me yet I still have not heard from them. And apparently it is under the guise of respecting my boundaries which they have never done once in my entire life.

ForrestFoxy@forrestfoxy2019.bsky.social · 2w ago

After crying all day and talking to my friends, I know I will be okay. It hurts to know that your family doesn't care, but when you have people in your corner who truly love you , that's what matters.

Update. My sister blocked me on social media because I didn't respond to her text. At this point I know my family doesn't give a shit about me. Going no contact really showed me how toxic they are. It hurts, but I know I'll be better for it.

Update on my no contact with family. Sister text me for the first time since the fist week of August. She stated that I am somehow ignoring her kids specifically and that im a trash uncle who is never around. Love that for me.