But seriously... SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO WRITE CHAPTER 3!!! 😭

I'm working on Chapter 1 now! Unlike Chapter 2, where I had to remove a few paragraphs (from Berkan's POV), I actually added a brand-new little scene to Chapter 1 :3

Honestly, I really do feel so much better compared to the past few years. Maybe this crisis is finally coming to an end?

It's also really hard when I have to do more than just translate the novel, I have to adapt it for English, too. And then I have to edit both versions (Ukrainian and English). 😵‍💫

Yay! I finished revising Chapter 2!! I mean, after going through my editor's feedback. Now it's time to reopen Chapter 1 😅

I think I accidentally created two extremes of love. One would lock you away and never let you go. The other would burn the world down to keep you safe. Interesting… 🤔

Even the algorithm saw Cestus and went: “Yeah… that’s fair.” 🤣

When you create a sexy snack, but he’s a narcissist, an egoist, and an abuser 😫

Sometimes I think about keeping my OCs just for myself and starting to draw for popular fandoms with established worlds instead 🤔 But that’s just my BPD talking 😅

Unexpectedly, I got a huge burst of inspiration for the plot of the AU 😆 I already had a rough idea of the story and Berkan's backstory in my head, so that part wasn't too difficult. But Lar was a lot more complicated. I knew he used to be the medic of a group. There was a leader. Something...⬇️

My brain is tired of thinking, hahaha I’m finishing Chapter 2 (and I’ve already written more than half of Chapter 3 too!) and with all these POV switches and time jumps, my brain nearly melted But I did it! I managed to piece everything together. Now only the little details are left… AAAAAAAAA!!!

Comments like this honestly keep me going ❤️❤️❤️

65k followers and only 3k reach. I really fucked something up.

I literally just came back to Tumblr and the first thing that happened was a scammer trying to get me to "verify my account." PHAHAHA 🤣

My anxiety still makes it hard for me to comfortably share snippets of my writing and actually enjoy doing it 😅 But I’m trying my best

When you also want to make all kinds of merch, but you live in Ukraine and have a child to take care of 🥲

Larikon:

Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin)@foxholeyako.bsky.social · 3mo ago

I’m writing them and laughing at them myself 😆

I’m writing them and laughing at them myself 😆

The first chapter is around 4,400 words. The second chapter is already 6,200 words and that’s only a little over half of it, if not less 😅 I already had a feeling the chapter was turning out way too long before, but now it’s pretty obvious.

I started playing Minecraft. For the first time in my life! 😄

I completely agree with Astarion. I hate the heat 😫

That feeling when you want to ask someone close to you for advice, but deep down you already know the answer will probably be… nothing 😅 And honestly, that’s fair, when people work in completely different fields, it’s hard to truly understand what the other person does.

Sometimes it’s good to step out of your bubble and look at other artists. Even the ones who make you feel both admiration and envy at the same time. Admiration so strong you want to absorb every millimeter of their work. And envy so sharp it makes you want to twist your own hands and never- 1/5

When it’s been almost a day and your Chapter 2 snippet only has two likes… *confused…* I’ve often heard that people enjoy following the creative process, but in my case… I’m starting to doubt it. (I mean what I’m doing in particular)

And a few others too))) 🌱✨

This echeveria is looking this beautiful for the first time ever 😭❤️‍🔥 That’s what happens when you finally give it enough light ✨

This is the last big batch of succulents I’m ordering))) Now I have a TON of them ❤️‍🔥

She looks like an otter 🦦

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All spots are taken 🥰