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@freakierwave.bsky.social

- THIS IS AN 18+ ONLY ACCOUNT, MINORS BEGONE. - 20, he/they, gay as fuck - AD AND VENT ACCOUNT FOR @deltasrevenant.bsky.social. EXPECT BOTH NSFW AND UNPLEASANT TOPICS - pfp by @admiralgus1897.bsky.social

oh yeah, i should probably mention that i also have a twt mirror that ive honestly been more active on LMFAO i wanna get into the habit of crossposting both on here and there much more, but if any of you would like to follow me there aswell for whatever godforsaken reason you can πŸ’›

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I'll claw my way out of this pit. I always have, and I always will. I want to live. I want to breathe the ice cold air in my lungs, to feel the ocean breeze on my skin, to watch the moonlight shine down on the waves. I feel like I can see the light at the end of the tunnel clearly.

vent /// sorry for forgetting to tag the last couple of posts, but man... i really, REALLY hate this. i hate everything tbh im sick, im exhausted beyond belief, and i keep getting let down by everything and everyone. words cant describe the hate and sorrow and spite i feel

i really hate this. i hate it all. everything ive done will have been for nothing. i cant make anything worthwhile, im a talentless loser whos just angry and sad all the time. im sick of lying to myself all the time "oh theres always light at the end of the tunnel! theres hope for me!" im tired.

vent /// god im such a fucking joke. im genuinely such an idiot to believe i could be or do ANYTHING worthwhile with my life, im constantly reminded of how undeniably fucked i am in the long run and i keep trying to lie to myself about it with false hope