i am infuriated because i had a very bad experience recently with a friend, which led me to then find out she was saying lowkey hurtful shit about me, and now i want to just never speak to her again.
doing a shoot next month where I'll be posing as lucifer in a recreation of cabanels fallen angel, so i need to lock the fuck in and train triceps
cw for ed, food ive had a really disordered relationship w food for a long time, from having a frustrating food addiction and struggling with binging/overeating to be afraid of it and neurotically tracking every single thing i consume, all at the same time.
made really good progress on the website today :D hopefully will have it launched by march. idk how well my efforts to delete social media (other than peer to peer texting) will go but we will see once the site is up and kicking
my wig for reze got here a whole week early??? i was going to shoot ruan mei this weekend but maybe ill pivot
do you think i could get away with the cosplay cardinal sin of cosplaying csm asa yoru with my actual hair?
ive been hemming and hawing over blackened steel and stainless steel for a while. thoughts????
inspired by the pauldron mods made by fireflypath that i got to wear in December, ive added polyfil stuffing under quilted lining so my steel pieces 1) dont dig into my bones and hurt during my shoot and 2) dont get as cold as ice against bare skin in the snow 😀 look how plush!
i just got my hands on heretic parfum's nosferatu eau de macabre. i've worn it for about 16h now, and i love each of the top, middle, base notes very much in different ways. the opening on it was pretty violent for me, but it settles into something darker and moodier and nostalgic somehow.
