A bit of both. . . . I prefer to keep what I say more reserved nowadays.

𓌳 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐮𝐬. °⛧@walker-of-winds.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Nothing I'd understand, eh? Or nothing you want to talk to me about? Either way, not any less interested.

. . . It’s nothing you’d understand. Nothing I even understand, frankly.

𓌳 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐮𝐬. °⛧@walker-of-winds.bsky.social · 5mo ago

'Kind of' seems like an understatement. Entertain me though, what do you see in him? His ambition, or his believable lies, or something else entirely?

Sometimes I think about how peaceful life would be if I left Caleb behind. He’s lucky I kind of care about him.

One of my roommates took the last of the hot chocolate and i’m absolutely furious.

😒

False advertising, not surprising.

[ TO : Loser Gambler 🤍 ] ‘ We haven’t spoken much lately, and on the assumption you haven’t blocked me I want to message you on such a significant day. You have a gift coming in the mail. The idiots that run the trucks caused a delay, many apologies. I have no intent on imposing, +

Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between Darkheart’s desires and my own intrusive thoughts

I can tell someone was in my room. At least try to cover your tracks next time. … Now I have to see if anything has been taken.

( It rings. The familiar ringtone , the first song they had ever danced to filling the silence. Yet it rang for a few moments as a sense of fear filled her chest. The last ring it clicks. He answers. Yet there was silence besides the hum of an air conditioner in the background. +

. . . I hope it actually got my point across. Now comes the hard part .. preparing for what will happen next. You can’t be caught off guard, Isaac. Not again.

it matters because you matter. to me. and if i can help, i wanna. ( a shrug , patting the other’s arm slightly. ) wanna focus on somethin’ else then? if it’s such a drag, why not get it out of your focus ?

ᛝ 🜲 𝐋A͟𝚂𝚃⠀𝓕𝘈𝘙𝘌𝙒𝙀L͟L͟ ࿔@dominotion.bsky.social · 10mo ago

( unable to keep eye contact. ♨️ ) well, you don’t look all that awful to me either. and i don’t wanna be left alone—— it’s just a drag to talk about it. so i’d rather not, y’know ? what does it matter ?

( It had taken hours , much thought and care had gone into the letter. Carefully picked words folded and hidden in a lovely brown and gold envelope. Early morning , before allowing sleep , she made a small trip to the house in which its recipient resided. Their name carefully +

means you look good, what else would it mean dude. also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better

ᛝ 🜲 𝐋A͟𝚂𝚃⠀𝓕𝘈𝘙𝘌𝙒𝙀L͟L͟ ࿔@dominotion.bsky.social · 10mo ago

well, you said i look "physically fine", whatever that means... but i’m not mad. i’m just frustrated. okay? is that what you wanted to hear?

you just look mad man idk what you expect me to say ? do you want a fucking fanfic description ???? what else did i say what do you mean

thanks

they can shove that noise complaint ############## ##### ########

you don’t look fine

CALEB CAN I DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU LESS OF A GRUMPYPANTS

i don’t wanna get up

ok shit what needs wouldn’t have been met that i can use to make him feel better lets think of this like a tamagotchi.

YOU’RE NOT YOU WHEN YOU’RE HUNGRY CALEB

CALEB!!! DO YOU NEED TO BE SATISFIED — BY A SNICKERS BAR , LIKE THE COMMERCIAL !

see i don’t know what anger stage he’s at and if it’s the red i’m not in the mood to fight

( The tears kept flowing. A hidden river escaping down his cold face. Shuddering breaths attempting to calm herself. Now actually facing the other. Allowing himself to be perceived while vulnerable, slightly gripping Ellernate’s other arm. A gentle scoff coming before their next words. ) +

. . . I don’t know how. I mean, like it’s so complicated and jumbled already. I’m no good with my words, and even worse with my feelings, and i don’t want to .. ( A shudder in her voice , stopping herself to take a breath. Gripping his own covers. Steadying. ) +

ugh . . . this is so stupid.

. . . If i’ve moved on like you both , why do I still feel so guilty every time the past is brought up ? Every time Chance mentions what I did , it .. hurts. And I shouldn’t , i got what I wanted. It helped you both. But hearing him talk about it. Tell others about how shitty I am … +

. . . ‘nate , do you think i’m a bad person ? ( What a way to start. Scooting closer to rest their head on the other. Usually radiating confidence , how the mighty fall. Still keeping her face out of view , embarrassed to let the other see him so vulnerable. )