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I know getting my health up is a long and steady process and I jsut need to be patient and persistent but I feel like I'm stuck in a negative feedback loop of poor sleep > poor dieting/exercise schedule due to low energy > poor mental due to lack of productivity > poor sleep

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Did absoultely fuckall outside of drafting two nothings today after getting back from the festival .Stomach has been fucked all day Tomorrow we will have another chance

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I am worse than dirt broke ddespite grinding the fuck out of comms and I don't think I will be able to do anything fun on my birtday but I'm not going to let myself be miserable on the lead up we will persevere. If nothing else I will leave that day for myself to jraw yaoi. Private galleus time

I think this is a result of the way I was brought up (my mother I love her but she often pulled the whole "I'm a bad mother" guilt trip shpiel) but I am starting to have less and less patience for people that seemingly just assume that I hate them for no reason because I put so much effort into

I'm really sorry I just complain about bills and bills now here... I think my parents are expecting me to get the rest of the energy bill and the water bill that just came in on top of the weekly payment I make to part of their mortgage and the phone bill at the end of this month and I want to ask

I remember when some guy with Jesus in their bio or something was in the replies of some yaoi I posted back in 2022 asking "Is that the base commander from sunbreak" and I just didn't answer because I got scared 😭

I think in all other instances I was making cc/cc art I would've not cared but I kind of wish I got flayed alive earlier for posting oc/cc work so that I would've been discouraged out of going down a 4 year spiral where my biggest enemy rn is myself.

My relationship with my dad is strange because I love him and I'm grateful to have him, he is fun when he is fun but he also is such nonsense sometimes. He thinks his way is the only way, doesn't even try to empathise with anyone else, he's paranoid and thinks everyone is out to get him. I have to

Dude tmi and emeto warning but my mum gave me a chinese medicine I've been having for a couple weeks now but for some reason this time in particular it made me so nauseous I threw up so effing bad what the hell man 😭

Sitting on the toilet asking why god has decided to subject me to evil poop that burn my anus and then getting flashbacks to me downing sweet chilli chips from the bag yeaterday