Ghostboy259

@ghostboy259.bsky.social

He/him I run Reality Escape & Ghostboy259 on Youtube. I stream at http://Twitch.tv/Ghostboy259 I used to edit for people. Top 8930 in Hearthstone season 155 in America server. http://Realityescape.ca RealityEscapeOfficial@Gmail.com

He was my single handed biggest inspiration when I started making videos. I wanted to be just like him. I watched videos he made on how to make essays and tried to take every piece of his advice. To say I'm disappointed is an understatement. My love and thoughts to the one most affected by this.

My friend bought me e33 for christmas and he asked if i had played it yet and i said I hadnt been able to and he said "oh shit its probably too french for you right now, im sorry" which is a very funny way to phrase it but also exactly why I havent played it yet

Thinking about how Yeats' tombstone has the last line of his very last poem engraved and how its this beautiful line that sums up his life work as poet but if died now then my tombstone would say "he played nidhogg with his friend and asked him which president he'd eat"

I have problems sleeping unless I push myself past the point of exhaustion but then I get severe nightmares and I also move around a lot in my sleep meaning I wake up with a racing heartbeat and since i slept in a funny position i now have sciatica IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN

Sorry to say this but if you're using AI don't be surprised if people don't want to play your games, buy your art, listen to your music, or use your apps. It's unfortunate but this is inevitable. It's already happening. Get on board with rejecting AI now or get ready to be left behind.

Ive been making an effort to read more because I legitimately am not sure if I read a book throughout my entire 20s and man, Narnia is such a weird book. CS Lewis cant help but just interject with weird things, like he's directly telling you a story, and sometimes it just straight up spoils things

I like where episode 2 of the doc is but i've hit a bit of a mental block so im working on a 3 hour side channel video as a bit of a mind-cleanser and i'll be back at it. but i am on pace to get episode 2 done in less than 6 and a half years which would be a new PB

I'm no longer under the illusion that I could ever be a full time YouTuber but I AM under the illusion that I'd be a great reoccurring quirky side character for a more successful YouTuber. My only problem is i have no set of skills that would be beneficial to a successful YouTuber.

Yesterday marked 3 years since a dear friend of mine passed. We worked together for 3 years and during that time I saw him more than my own family. He was a proud man who came as a refugee from Iraq and then later Syria, and even after all he had been through, I never saw him have a bad day.

When i was younger, I never exactly pictured myself having this amazingly successful personal life but some nights I lie awake staring at the ceiling wonder how the fuck it went so bad. How did 6 years of my life become source for daily panic attacks? not a single happy memory remained after all.

@nubzombie.bsky.social been binging through your story playthroughs (even Ascension) and just wanted to say I super love all the stuff you've made. Really appreciate all the extra information, lore drops, secrets, and how fair the criticism of the later games is. Your attention to detail is top tier

One the one hand, I dont mind the YT monetization rules (from someone trying to get 2 channels monetized) because if you arent hitting 8k hours, you're not making a lot of money anyways. Not getting shorts monetized from long-form stuff though really sucks. that is borderline impossible to get.

Im announcing something really big and cool tomorrow and I shouldnt be doing it but its the only thing getting me out of bed right now so please show mercy and dont ask me "what about this thing though"

Video games feel dystopian sometimes because I know a lot of people are gonna drool over the ModRetro M64 stuff and not care that the creator is a weapons dealing Trump loving Israel supporter pedo who made a console covered in army drone metal, and others will buy it specifically for those reasons.

In the middle of my deepest depression ever, Ive taken to playing hearthstone to just take my mind off of things when I need a distraction, which makes me realize im a 30 year old man living at home with no job and im playing hearthstone 12 years after it came out and then i sink even deeper bc wtf