Drew my guild wars sylvari Asme just in time for art fight! As a guardian, she takes it upon herself to protect those around her with ethereal barriers and healing chants! She’s a happy go lucky gal! #guildwars2 #gw2 #art #oc
Ghost’s Artbook and Ramblings
@ghostspeaker.bsky.social
🔞Artist, Writer, & Occasional RPer | 🏳️⚧️MTF and proud | 29 years pondering The Orb | MDNI | https://ghostspeaker.carrd.co/
Kitsune Milf Riley! Made this for Mother’s Day! Probably the closest I have to her normal female form, just smaller in general, less exaggerated, squishier and chubbier. I was massively inspired by @hotcakesnsfw.bsky.social coloring style!
I can’t for the life of me find the original artist but there’s this cute chibi Marcille drawing of her saying “I’m into fat bitches” and I HAD to make my own version!
Was reading Yuri and got hit by a sudden need to make an edit of one of the panels! The Yuri was “that time I was blackmailed by the class’s green tea bitch”
Hey just wanted to let y’all know I’m doing good! Just kinda don’t wanna be on here right now 🤷♀️
It’s been… nice today. I feel… like me. I didn’t put on any smiles. Feels weird to relax my face so much, like I haven’t done it in years. It’s nice. I’d like to stay like this.
I need to remind myself, I am not beholden to other people. I do not need to please other people. If I am not getting something out of the interaction, I need not engage. I don’t spend enough time doing things because I want to. What do I want?
I hate ambiguous introductions. Coming at me with a “hiiiiii”, feigning a kiss, or other noncommittal message irks me to no end. Be direct. Tell me what you want. You came to me for a reason. So say it. I don’t want to pussyfoot around, guessing why you reached out. Tell. Me. What. You. Want.
I don’t know wether I am in a foul mood, or just found some resolve to unmask. I want to make a few posts about things that bug me immensely. Know they are not directed at any specific individual or interaction.
Why does sexuality have to be so hard??? Like I’m pretty sure my bi’ness at its most basic level is 90% attraction to women, 10% attraction to men. But it gets complicated once you factor in nonbinary people, and varying levels of masculinity or femininity between all 3. Why can’t it be easy smh
I’m so glad warframe is adding a thicc female rep. As a big girl myself, I’ve been LOVING all the art people have been drawing of her! Plus follie’s alt helmet with the jelly rolls looks adorable!!! God I hope I enjoy playing her when she releases
🏳️⚧️ TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️⚧️ THERE IS NO LBG WITHOUT THE T 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️⚧️ I STAND WITH OUR TRANS BROTHERS AND SISTERS 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️⚧️ TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS 🏳️⚧️
An aspect of burnout im really struggling with is something id compare to phantom hunger pangs I want to create again, explore my own ideas, design stuff etc. Im HUNGRY i want to EAT But i sit down to do so and my appetite is completely gone. The idea of chewing and swallowing disgusts me.
Had someone I was writing with delete their account today. I know it’s probably not my fault, our interactions were kind and great, but… I hope they’re ok
painful to have ideas in your head but as soon as you open up procreate it's like I've never had a thought in my life
I feel weird when I have nights where I’m out of it, like I owe it to everyone to make some post so you know I’m not ghosting you. I know I don’t owe anyone an explanation for why I’m not around to chat, but I still feel so guilty for at least not saying something on my TL. It sucks :<
Want to be horny, but just so goddamn sleepy. Estrogen shot + acetaminophen + melatonin is a WILD combo
“Let me be the voice inside your head, the words that drag you down into delightful relaxation. Nowhere to go, no one to answer to, just you here, with me. Letting my words set you free. It feels good, doesn’t it?
Brains woozy, ibuprofen and CBD is making me tiiiiredddd
YKNOW WHATS GREAT??? Having good momentum last night, then having a dentist appt that makes your mouth hurt. AND then fucking your back up. FUCK it hurts :<
It is wild to me how much I am doing in my life rn. I’m working on my weight, exercising often, going to dr’s appts, reading up on Wiccan practices, going to kink classes, and meeting up with new friends. And that’s only the surface. I am so proud of myself and genuinely hope I don’t burn out
One of the hardest things for me, is tempering longing. The desire to have someone as my own is so… INCREDIBLY strong, but if I let it control me, I’ll end up with someone that’s incompatible with me. I need to meaningfully guide that longing and stay rational about my goals for relationships.
Every time I take a kink class, I realize I am not doing enough to negotiate in my roleplay scenarios or irl scenarios. Maybe it doesn’t apply as much to online RP, given there is a disconnect with everyone having a character, but setting boundaries and expectations should be paramount to fun play
Was thinking about it, I think I tend to approach my OC’s as being mediums to explore specific kinks, and design them around ideal scenarios or things I’d want to Roleplay, even down to the way I draw them. But I think I also do a bad job explaining them outright. (1/4)