really wish i had a little sis here with me ro cuddle as i wake up

creepy high school girl begging for a little girls love and eventually being turned into her pet for doing so

no fantasies of being hit in the head tonight this is so sad

not completely ok yet but im gonna try to walk

it would be really hot if a mean older girl were to hit me and shake me while i feel sick right now

i hate feeling sick for going on the train i used to not happen why does it happen now? i dont like this

i think i can fall in love pretty easily and have with a lot of people here but i will never say it and will try to repress those feelings cause i know i shouldnt have them and im a coward but then i lose that feeling anyway only to repeat those feelings every once in a while

mother who wont stop no matter how much the daughter cries i wanna be the daughter

i wish i was a little kid with a big sis who hated herself for loving me and we would kiss n stuff and she would hit me and be mean and cruel and i really want this god i hate myself so much

i fell asleep again!! i hate this!!!!

i wish i woke up to a girl hitting and kissing me

i cantt even begin to think of anything to say anymore but im feeling very badly about myself

i really want a girl to let out her anger on me it would be pretty hot and id be very sad

i still hate myself for liking these things i wanna die for liking these things i deserve it and enjoy the thought of not having to exist and taint the world with my existence i wish somebody would

i should punish myself for falling asleep and then i will actually be able to do it the next time for sure

i fell asleep :( at least it wasnt for long

would anyone kiss a gross unwashed ugly teen girl like me?? ?

im like normal in the head i should stop pretending im not

i dont wanna fall asleep please i wish somebody were here to hit me whenever i began falling asleep

if i was a little girl i hope you would get me to fall in love with you and get me to kiss you even if i dont want to

id be hotter as a teen girl im really sad i cant be her i shouldnt want this i wish i was her so bad

id be a lot prettier if i werent me

i wonder if anyone would actually like me if i were happy

i love being a whiny dumb bitch it makes me feel good in a certain way

i really want a girl to let out her anger on me it would be pretty hot and id be very sad

having feelings im not trying to let out woww how fun this is yaay

more thoughts about being hit in the head yayy i really like this fantasy i guess

i wanna say something but cant think of anything to say

teen girl who keeps going to the park too look at the pretty girls playing outside and their pretty moms

i think its kinda funny that despite how much i want someone to hate me and hurt me physically and mentally im way too much of a coward to probably actually try getting hurt like that if it came to it kinda makes me sad cause i wish i did want to actually try that