I think I'll just stay single for the rest of my life. Just treating me like a normal human being seems like such a tough standard it seems.
I want Seb to have intimidating death armor, but I can't ever just land on a design I like.......
I need to redraw these with my face and hair instead
personal Ch5 experience
I still wanna try a pocket book for each individual game, just because the idea of having a dedicated book for each game in their case sounds very nice
Starting up a gaming journal because I do wanna keep chronicling, but I just don't feel like writing about my mundane life stuff and my depression has dropped waaay down since last year. Only problem is that I'm overthinking a bit much over how to go about documentation 🤔
So glad that another one of my fav youtubers gets outed as a huuuge, rancid pile. I guess I'm not surprised given the crowd he was in, but still. Thank goodness, I was thinking it's been a while since I had another reason to stop watching someone
Did a 1-year follow up with the old Therapist, and she told me I shouldn't seek closure from people who aren't capable of giving it. It was a bit eye-opening. And a relief. It feels like I've always known this, but I just needed a reminder, you know?
Doin FFXIV once again, on Switch 2 this time (with the free trial)
I swear I'm going to relapse just from other people's incompetence. I could use a glass of whiskey
Watched the new Avatar movie, holy shit. One of my top 5 fave animations, instantly.
Meal prep rice, chicken and broccoli. Buying a head was much better than a bag of broccoli for proportion, and I like to cut up the stem and keep it in a jar of jalapeño or pickle brine for a nice snack 👍
The Ontario fires have impacted my state, lotsa smog in my area, moderate air purity. I believe this is an average day in California, the horizon is brownish-gray instead of blue
I was feeling utterly depressed tonight, but turns out that just playing my comfort game and drawing helped out a lot. Nice recovery 👍
I've also recently binge-watched the entirety of Avatar: the last airbender on a complete DVD set i caught for $20. I caught bits of it when I was a kid, but watched every single episode properly this time. Excellent show 👌 Unsurprisingly, Zuko is most relatable for me there.
Getting back into .Hack// and boy, what a vibe. Starting with the first game, Infection, loving the music and the visuals. Logging out of the game to read emails, message boards, and news articles to peogress the story is really neat 👍
me and my insane satanic friends @pontiikii.bsky.social @nebowskii.bsky.social and @sweetdiscordia.bsky.social
I'm honestly pretty sick of my amiibos, I need to get rid of them
Last year I was in therapy. I've put in a lot of work since then. I've changed a lot. I won't run away from it, that'd be the coward's way out.