James Holloway: monsterman.org

@gonzohistory.bsky.social

Game writer, podcaster, occasional educator. Cambridge, UK. Host of Monster Man: monsterman.libsyn.com. He/him. Games are for everyone who thinks games are for everyone. My website: monsterman.org

Sometimes I feel like monsters with connections to humanity are a blind spot in the way I think about monsters. I often don't find them as compelling as humans -- like, if this orc is basically going to be a viking, I'd rather have a viking. There are exceptions, but in general I would say ...

I am going through the process, at present, of trying to regain my mojo, which departed after a pretty stressful August. One nice thing about good routines is that my level of work, both creative and teaching, is pretty good even without my mojo. 12 years ago, mojoless James couldn't do shit.

I don't know where I acquired this habit, but I find the feeling of being pandered to profoundly upsetting and sort of ... humiliating. This makes the experience of an internet designed to pander to its users in general and users like me in particular pretty challenging.