GoSquish

@gosquish.bsky.social

Chicago-based #ABDL | CG/Daddy-leaning switch exploring my little side atm | Service Top/Side | Fruity 🌈 | 32 Anti-AI | No Minors

POV: you ask me about my trip to the aquarium & I have to multitask 💦 (a little out of my comfort zone but wanted to do something fun for my bday 😉)

Thanks again for all the bday wishes & messages today! TBH the last year has been tough & really lonely, but it’s been nice reconnecting with folks here & meeting new faces over the last month since my layoff. cheers to 33 & new possibilities ✨

I went out to karaoke for an early bday activity last night & was still a lil stoned (something I’ve never done since it makes me sleepy) and had to make a conscious effort not to slip into my lil buddy voice a couple times when talking to my friend & that was a fun tightrope to walk all night 😮‍💨

I’m a big perfectionist, but oddly learning to make original music these last couple years is one of the few things that brings out an inner sense of play. I don’t know the rules or have training, so what do I create? It’s an interesting way to expand how headspace/the inner child can be accessed.

trying to take a weed break rn (and also have to abstain for my AuDHD assessment this weekend) & the nausea is unreal. struggling to eat enough & have no motivation to cook ugh

Something I do miss about the days past of ABDL content is the polaroid & disposable camera quality of a lot of the photos from the 90s/early 00s. Made it feel like discovering old evidence of someone being held captive in a home somewhere as a baby.

been having thoughts on confidence within kink this week & typing it out was too much so just wanted to ramble a lil. i'm sure i'm not alone in feeling this way. we're all doing our best!!

learning that “champ” & “sport” don’t really do much for me as a little, but “kiddo” & “buddy” are like slamming the buttons with a diamond mallet. maybe bc I don’t really vibe with the jock/bro aesthetic so champ/sport feel related to that realm. how is it for others??

i love continuing to discover new things that turn me on with this kink. just had to cough & an unexpected burst of pee shot out effortlessly into my diaper as I did it. that’s a new one 🥴