Gylphie (Timelost)

@gylphie.bsky.social

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It's like that weird exoskeleton armor you get when you break through depression so hard that it goes from "Nothing matters :(" to "Holy shit nothing matters :D" and you kind of free yourself from the demons. IDK if that makes any sense, but that's how it feels xD

It is funny being back in the interviewing game again. I used to have to hype myself up to destroy the anxiety, but now there is a cool and calm confidence I'm feeling. I think that there is this part of my that understands that I got this value and a company can't see it, it wasn't worth it anyways

I'm not looking forward to confronting an anxiety today. I hate complex interpersonal issues so much. I'm between a rock and a hard place and it isn't even my fault, but I'm the one who's got to actually address things, make some hard decisions, and probably make someone cry and it sucks man.

Like man...if I can get my healthcare back before the end of the year that would be amazing. I have a pretty limited runway that can last to the new year for my medical expenses, but I would really like to not suffer the uniquely American experience of losing all your savings to necessary medication

Gylphie (Timelost)@gylphie.bsky.social · last wk.

Got a godsend email today from a technical recruiter for the main competitor of my previous company doing my brad and butter work for over twice the pay with less responsibilities. Things could be looking up :)

Got a godsend email today from a technical recruiter for the main competitor of my previous company doing my brad and butter work for over twice the pay with less responsibilities. Things could be looking up :)

the bots on this site be like A Plea for Life 💔 I’m a Father Begging You to Save My Chud Son Theodore Roosevelt III .. GoFuckMe link in pinned post (not scam!!! ignore the 50 other accounts :)

I was getting sick of not being able to play guitar because my E string broke and I replaced a 22 gauge with a 30 gauge and my fingers are paying dearly for it now that they have lost their calluses 😂