alright the morning snug ritual has gone too far; Cora woke me up at 4am by putting her face directly in my face, like fr nose-to-nose, and screm-meowing until she got her cheek scritchies my god she's lucky she's so cute and soft 🩶😂
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30-something in Silicon Valley ~ long covid • adhd • crochet • witchcraft • cybersecurity ~ come find me: https://linktr.ee/hack3rwitch
omfg ETrade's hold music is original music by their employees now?? what even is life lol
customer wanted a call this afternoon so i said sure and scheduled one, and asked what exactly was erroring in the instructions i gave him. he sent the error, i sent a reply maybe an hour later, now suddenly they want a call NOW.
aaaahahahaha they approved it!!!!!! thank fucking god i cannot express how badly i need this rn 😩
i requested next week off. fuk it. if they deny it they deny it 🤷♀️
haaa bf came over to walk the doggies bc i havent been able to bc i've been flaring for 3wks, i got their leashes on and handed them to him and he goes "you're not coming?" like bitch NO lmaoooo I'm going to lay back down immediately, what part of 'i can barely stand' is not registering 🫠😆
i requested next week off. fuk it. if they deny it they deny it 🤷♀️
i need to take some time off for real, not like a couple sick days but like a week. and sleep. and take the dogs to the beach. and see my bf again, he's 20min away but I've been too sick to meet up, i haven't seen him in person literally in a month
I'm listening to the audiobook of Killers of the Flower Moon and it's v sad :<
what if i, like, crochet for a few hours before diving into casework, that would definitely help, right?? 😬🫠
oh here we fuckn go, another week another shit show I'm still not caught up from being out for two days two weeks ago 🙃 i was hoping to have a productive day on Friday to like clean up my caseload before the weekend, but then we found out that afternoon that one of our teammates DIED unexpectedly
i need to take some time off for real, not like a couple sick days but like a week. and sleep. and take the dogs to the beach. and see my bf again, he's 20min away but I've been too sick to meet up, i haven't seen him in person literally in a month
oh here we fuckn go, another week another shit show I'm still not caught up from being out for two days two weeks ago 🙃 i was hoping to have a productive day on Friday to like clean up my caseload before the weekend, but then we found out that afternoon that one of our teammates DIED unexpectedly
Archie has night terrors and occasionally wakes up howling at the top of his lungs (probably bc of doggie dementia, we have a vet appt scheduled in a couple weeks), and he just jump-scared me awake so hard i don't know if I'm gonna be able to get back to sleep :p
OK i've officially made it through a whole 200m skein and into a SECOND skein without switching patterns, so i think this is going to be it, for real this time!! 🤣
yesssssss morning team meeting was cancelled now i can focus on starting a fifth blanket pattern with this alpaca blend yarn 🙈🤣 #crochet
i think i definitely have ghosts btw, i realized that my recently-deceased familiar Chester-cat was pretty much single-handedly maintaining the warding around here; he did his rounds every day multiple times a day and kept everything that wasnt us out of our space
maybe i have ghosts 👀
yesssssss morning team meeting was cancelled now i can focus on starting a fifth blanket pattern with this alpaca blend yarn 🙈🤣 #crochet
OMG OMG OMG my order from @mxmarymoon.bsky.social is hereeeeeee 🥳🥳💃💃 look how freaking cute everything is!! and she put CRYSTALS in the little pumpkin pouch omfg i have chills i love everything so much ✨😭✨😭
i was gonna wake up early and crank out a bunch of work before 8 if i could (i often work better in one frantic burst of productivity before I'm officially supposed to be 'online' for the day) but now that I'm up i ummmm dont want to lol
www.sciencealert.com/scientists-d... did i post this already? i dont think so and it's very fucking exciting #longcovid #mecfs #chronicfatigue
In a First, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome Linked to The Brain's Clearing System
Our understanding of the human brain is experiencing a watershed moment.
sciencealert.com
i did it i finished the Other Work!!! 🥳 Now back to Work Work :p lol
also when i finish up Work Work at 6 i have to do More, Other Work before i can call it a day so i am stressed™️ which could also be a contributing factor 😬
this is a surprisingly frequent occurrence w long covid, at least the flavor i got; I've learned to just roll with it and rest in whatever way is needed, it doesn't always have to be sleep (tho sleep is also very, very good 😌)
too physically exhausted to move but not mentally tired enough to sleep yet so i have been sprawled on the bed completely immobilized, listening to an audiobook for the past two hours
too physically exhausted to move but not mentally tired enough to sleep yet so i have been sprawled on the bed completely immobilized, listening to an audiobook for the past two hours
i ate my dinner too fast and upset my poor tum :c i was just v hungy!!
never not being severely jump-scared by my slack notifications 🥹
i have removed every possible fruit and veg that is not sealed in the refrigerator from my apartment and set jar traps with overripe bananas, and STILL the number of fruit flies in here is lowkey horrifying and why are they all in the bathroom??? get out of there!!!!! 😠
i think i need to restart my work laptop, every single page is going unresponsive while it loads and every case response i write is getting sent twice 😆
I WOKE UP WITH A FUNCTIONING BRAIN TODAY PRAISE BE TO THE CHRONIC ILLNESS GODS!!
lolllll i was all excited to put a nice leather house collar on Archie and take off the nylon one he wore as a foster but i made a frickin typo in the contact number when i ordered it so i have to send it back to the artist to redo 🤦♀️🤦♀️
i am having the mother of all covid flare ups rn like, into week two of barely being able to stand up or walk around my apartment 🥲 I'm so behind at work it's not even funny anymore and i am ummmm having a hard time caring about that
ok this has gotta be because of how shit my sleep has been for the past month, but more and more lately i wake up thinking I'm back in my old room in my parents' house and they're moving around in the next room, OR that someone has come into my apartment, and it's really starting to freak me out tbh