⊹✧💀 Styxlett 💀✧⊹

@hack3rwitch.bsky.social

30-something in Silicon Valley ~ long covid • adhd • crochet • witchcraft • cybersecurity ~ come find me: https://linktr.ee/hack3rwitch

haaa bf came over to walk the doggies bc i havent been able to bc i've been flaring for 3wks, i got their leashes on and handed them to him and he goes "you're not coming?" like bitch NO lmaoooo I'm going to lay back down immediately, what part of 'i can barely stand' is not registering 🫠😆

oh here we fuckn go, another week another shit show I'm still not caught up from being out for two days two weeks ago 🙃 i was hoping to have a productive day on Friday to like clean up my caseload before the weekend, but then we found out that afternoon that one of our teammates DIED unexpectedly

Archie has night terrors and occasionally wakes up howling at the top of his lungs (probably bc of doggie dementia, we have a vet appt scheduled in a couple weeks), and he just jump-scared me awake so hard i don't know if I'm gonna be able to get back to sleep :p

this is a surprisingly frequent occurrence w long covid, at least the flavor i got; I've learned to just roll with it and rest in whatever way is needed, it doesn't always have to be sleep (tho sleep is also very, very good 😌)

⊹✧💀 Styxlett 💀✧⊹@hack3rwitch.bsky.social · last wk.

too physically exhausted to move but not mentally tired enough to sleep yet so i have been sprawled on the bed completely immobilized, listening to an audiobook for the past two hours

i have removed every possible fruit and veg that is not sealed in the refrigerator from my apartment and set jar traps with overripe bananas, and STILL the number of fruit flies in here is lowkey horrifying and why are they all in the bathroom??? get out of there!!!!! 😠

ok this has gotta be because of how shit my sleep has been for the past month, but more and more lately i wake up thinking I'm back in my old room in my parents' house and they're moving around in the next room, OR that someone has come into my apartment, and it's really starting to freak me out tbh