Haley Hazelton - MISFILE.COM

@haleyhazelton.bsky.social

Writer and comic artist. Proudly trans.🏳️‍⚧️⚧️ Creator of “Misfile”, “6gun Mage”, “Hell High” and “Darkling Bright”

I afraid to check my mail. I’m afraid to check my email. I’m afraid when my phone has a notification or when a message comes in. I’m afraid to check the bank account. I’m afraid to check my Kickstarter. Im so wound up that only my head in a task or a job seems to keep me functional right now.

Well. It took about 25 hours for insurance to say that my gender affirming surgery that is specifically covered under my policy isn’t covered. Now I have to appeal to get a service I was already told by that same company is covered. Fuck insurance and this country.

I don’t know why I have become the person of choice to call when other trans folks are on the cusp of suicide but that’s 4 this year as of last night. I’m so mentally and emotionally exhausted. This year has been devastating to my community and I don’t see an end to it

Well, the senate just caved and voted “yes” on the defense spending bill containing every anti trans rider the gop wanted. 26 voted “yes”. I await the same fate for the budget bill’s anti trans riders. Spineless fucking dems. Should i just lay down and die. Would that make it easier for you.

If they can’t find a feeble justification to blame trans people for the shooting, they’ll make one up and go for it anyway. In a post truth society the impact will still be largely the same. Watching my back even more than usual this week. Like right wing strangers didn’t hate me enough already

I’m tired of “the algorithm”. I’m trans and it knows and every moment I spend on mine I’m fed articles by hateful people, videos by people who don’t want me to exist. I just want to be anonymous and ignored so I can browse without being fed hate and getting depressed

When I was a cis white guy and another in a long line of cis white guys shit up a school I didn’t have to worry about angry white men taking out their wrath on me for being another white man. Yesterdays shooter was trans and I am afraid to exist in public today.