love a my chemical romance livestream night! shoutout tristan (nocoolkidsallowed on twitch) for always coming through with the stream. 🖤

it physically pains me when someone says something so damn dumb and you’re in a situation where it isn’t socially acceptable to reply with, “duh bird brain” or “no shit, sherlock”.

so sad to hear about hayden panettiere passing. my daughter’s dad picked out her name because of kelvin hayden but the only reason i agreed to it was bc hayden panettiere was the only girl hayden i knew and i loved her so much and thought she was beyond beautiful. may her soul rest peacefully 😔

my bluesky friends genuinely know me better than most and i haven’t met any of yall in real life. it’s just a soul deep, familiarity and i am so thankful for each of you 🫶🏼😘

my whole life, well at least since i was 3 since that was when my mom was pregnant with my brother, i so badly wanted to be to someone that i yearned for so deeply. a maternal figure that is always on your side, warm and overflowing with love. i don’t think i will ever stop thriving to be that.

sometimes i don’t even want to be the main character. i love to be a hype man. i love to shine my light on YOU. let me tell you how cool and unique you are. that genuinely fills me up.

what do you feel like those that know you think you are doing at home in your free time? i feel like people that know me best think i am howling at the moon and dancing around to taylor swift music when i have a few minutes to myself and honestly, that wouldn’t be too far off

i almost feel sorry for any idiot that makes an ignorant statement about anyone in the LGBTQIA+ around my sister. she is a lesbian that’s the eldest daughter and she’s smart as fuck. she will eat you up, spit you out and feel immense joy about it for the rest of the week. you never stood a chance. 🤣

you are in love x cowboy like me surprise song mashup still makes me sick to this day truly sickening thing to do taylor

i love how when making a mexican dish i can so beautifully see the colors of their flag 🇲🇽

forever envious of those that can gain weight without it instantly going to your face and stomach 😩

this morning i was walking and a man came in from another trail in front of me. i was a little uneasy but kept going. after a while of trying to stay back a bit, i suddenly couldn’t see him and my intuition told me to turn around right then. part of being a female is never doubting your gut, sadly.

i swear this guy died after we were in high school but now he is just randomly in my “people you may know” alive and well… wtf is going on here?

my daughter was excited when she saw she has us history this year and said it is her favorite history to learn about largely due to hamilton it made me emotional to think about how magical art is in that way the way it creates deep understanding while also connecting us to others brilliant

i fear maroon may be one of the most perfect songs to ever exist in this world

carnations you had thought were roses that’s us

the mark you saw on my collarbone the rust that grew between telephones the lips i used to call home so scarlet it was maroon

happy one month anniversary of marriage to tay and trav! may you have countless more months filled with so much love, peace and joy!

all the august posts make my heart so happy for one of the greatest songs my ears have ever heard! wishing you all have the most amazing august and live for the hope of it all, all month long 🩶

why would netflix put the idaho murder doc up on the day my daughter isn’t with me and i have no one to tell me not to take in negative media? welp… too late now.

does anyone else feel like you were your mom’s mom in another life?

my daughter handed me the remote, patted my hand and said, “okay, i turned on your coco melon. i am going to shower. hope you’re entertained!” i look up out of confusion and see she put the reputation stadium tour on youtube. 🤣🤣🤣🤣

someone pointed out that taylor was watching tv in the new taylor nation post and i fear i may have to officially put my clown nose on 🫣

time mystical time cutting me open then healing me fine

i know this sounds very bizarre but i feel like my old best friend doesn’t fully know the difference between her real self and this ai persona she has created for herself. i am not friends with her on fb anymore but my sister keeps me updated and it’s beyond strange and incredibly sad.

i was about to be so annoyed with my daughter’s dad, asking me this nonsense… but it was taylor related so i will allow it lol

i just made a chicken pot pie without following a recipe (i did cheat and use a crust i had in the freezer though) and it was DELICIOUS 😋

i can’t believe this whole time the government and how it operates was basically just all fake.

if taylor has a plan to share a wedding post, today seems like a great day to do so!

my mom is lowkey like an evil stepmother but… her stepkids are maga and they wouldn’t really appreciate my views being inserted so 🤷🏻‍♀️