HelioDeer

@heliodeer.bsky.social

Banner & PFP by @mrvalentim.bsky.social Average fetish artist here, also draw's cute things No Minors: 18+ Account Commissions: Ask

doing anything is so hard lately. im just exhausted 90% and just sleep. Dreams have been the places I feel happy most of the time. Theres rarely anything when awake that brings me joy anymore, its so hard to just exist.

You ever see the "Draw like this not this" and it be a habit you do and immediately feel insanely insecure and that you have to perfect everything ever in your art because you think everyone will notice now if you dont listen? (I get so stressed by needing things to be perfect it hurts)

The progression of sketching. I decided to switch to high stablization and just draw random lines until made things xD We got feet, toes, balls, Junkmailton, Invulnerable, a weird tiddy, coil pointy nose, ribbed for pleasure, odd demon thing, some lip practice, and swirls. Most was random lines

A little thing I want to be known If you want to line and color my artwork, feel free to ask! Most of the time I'm okay with it, but i might not be up for some things. But if I give ya permission, feel free to as long as you credit me for the sketch :D

WIP Gonna edit the left side foot and hand to be more respectful to the angle and for practice, but im feeling really proud of this one. Whoever this is, they're gonna be getting some real good tickles >:3

Since im having a horrid time with art block, think im gonna try and write spicy stories again or just stories in general like I used to. idk why but im having such a massive struggle even just drawing a face. I've begun to hate my art style and trying to reinvent it is causing me trouble.

When you're trying to draw do you ever feel like... the intense feeling that something is missing? Like I'm trying to fight through some art block, but it doesnt feel like art block right now, i just get that feeling that im forgetting something or somethings missing when i try.