atlas / jon x3
@hellisateenageboy.bsky.social
shsky!! I LIED!!! IM POSTING PICS NOW!! LIED AGAIN. STYROS NOW hashtag addiction hashtag kms. pro recovery but normalizing it to cope
watching youtube videos about shed communities is so funny... theyll nbe like "these HORRIBLE PEOPLE are telling each other to STARVE MORE and CUT DEEPER!!!" and meanwhile in the actual communities its like "i accidentally cut to beans" "heres how to take care of yourself! please stay safe!!"
im a fucking horrible person imagine getting triggered by your friend whose going through worse shit than you ever have i need to die
people on the sh tags will be like "little sesh :3" and then they fucking peeled themselves like an orange brother if thats LITTLE whats ur big 😭
its lowkey almost my birthday... sep 26th if anybody likes me like that ❤️
when i see a relatable post so i go to type a silly reply about my own experiences but then the big fat MINORS DNI!!!!! 😔
i wanna try doing a styro but ive already cut like 20 times today,,,, maybe tomorrow
- no trauma - no mental issues - somehow still suicidal and self harm - why am i like this
if i killed myself nobody would evencare that much. theyd be sad for a little bi t and move on bedxause im really just nothing
all o f them are gonna leave me im gonna say somehting wrong and theyr e gonna leave me iits what always happens i cant get too attached
at symbol grok how to turn off my hunger forever
chat how many cals do you lose when u have diarrhea 😭 how many do i log this as?? i had 1000 cals about but then got horrendously sick and now idk how manyy :(
do i just fucking kill myself at this point i hate america i dont want to grow up and have to stay here forever because of our late stage capitalism billionaires get rich and poor get poorer system
i cant tell if im pet regressed or jsut puppy modingggg but im soi wolf right now... wagging tail really hard
im a stealing bastard and i deserve to die i used my dads money without him knowing to buy a little toy he sent me into the store with the card i shouldnt ahave done that but i did i needto be punished
FUCK I DONT WANNA GROW UP INTO LATE STAGE CAPITALISM I DONT WANNA BE A SLAVE TO A DESK AND WORK UNTIL I DIE I DONT WANNA SEE THESE FUCKING AI FREAKS KILL THE EARTH DO I JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF NOW OR SOMETHING
when u manage to space ur cuts in such a way where u can cover like 3 with a singular bandaid>>>>>>
I will poison all your happy thoughts. I love you like the ashes in my cigarette box.
im genuinely going to cut again i accidentally had a mental breakdown on my main discord and my friends didnt even like ask if i was okay... i know im selfish 4 wanting that. idkkk