baja blastin it

@hyenabbq.bsky.social

🌭🤙 matty! • 29 • rude and not ginger • not enough tattoos • he/him • 🏳️‍🌈 resident cisbi• bass and guitar player extraordinaire • 🔞 • wicked bawston kehd

i don’t wanna completely celebrate too early, buuuuut i think i’m signing a lease to a new place and this just feels like such a relief and breath of fresh air after so much uncertainty and anxiety about y’know. a lot. just one more thing secured that doesn’t feel real but YAY

last little shot of my whining, but it’s like. everything just feels weird, y’know? like, i’m good. i’m getting even better. and i’m working through the not-so-good. but everything still feels weird. and i miss people. and hope is gonna be the death of me. but i still know i’m good? it’s hard

baja blastin it@hyenabbq.bsky.social · 2mo ago

just as an update, i’ve been getting through a lot of personal issues and managing a lot surrounding it; i’ve gone through an outpatient program in addition to more meetings with my therapist i am okay and i will be okay and things might not be or feel amazing right now and its hard but its okay

just as an update, i’ve been getting through a lot of personal issues and managing a lot surrounding it; i’ve gone through an outpatient program in addition to more meetings with my therapist i am okay and i will be okay and things might not be or feel amazing right now and its hard but its okay

just as an update, i’ve been getting through a lot of personal issues and managing a lot surrounding it; i’ve gone through an outpatient program in addition to more meetings with my therapist i am okay and i will be okay and things might not be or feel amazing right now and its hard but its okay