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@iamnotamandaplz.bsky.social

33 • collector, yapper, hype man, retired theatre kid, nuyorican, cringe af • "self-destructive behavior" is my middle name (she / her)

I genuinely legitimately worked all fucking day and I got nothing done and that’s on having ADHD I’m gonna blow my fucking brains out now this is not a cry for help so if this post breaches containment don’t be a fucking weirdo I just needed to vent about my useless ass fuckass brain.

Been thinking a lot about how my high school ex-boyfriend would not defend me when his best friend (who I thought was my friend, too) crossed my clearly stated boundaries and tried to make sexual advances. At some point, my ex started encouraging it, even after I told him to stop.

Four hours, 30+ captchas, and 10 auto-refreshes later, I finally made it onto the Pokemon Center website... and everything was sold out! Because duh! Clearly getting into the online queue literal seconds after it went up is not enough! I bet if I was a bot I'd be swimming in ETBs rn!