Thank you @marxfifty.bsky.social for helping me sexualize my doctor visit again with the "FALL RISK" bracelet they didn't let me keep

oh I'm definitely playing pretend today

I'm basically already dead

marking me with bruises and bites to show how much you own me. people seeing how beaten I am and immediately knowing I Submit to my dom. making a bigger impression of how pathetic I am than I could ever patch up by "acting normal"

I'm suuch a good scruffy wolfyboy... sooo obviously inhuman

an addict who ruined his life chasing perverted adrenaline

Having "you're gonna die, Silver" whispered into my ear is the most debilitating phrase I just crumple

talking about me like who needs to watch me or about my pathetic little pet behavior or anything to imply I'm just a clueless simple animal

BLOWING UP HARD BADLY AFTER BEING CALLED AN UNSUPERVISED ANIMAL 💥

eyes glossed over with error screens. arms swinging limply forward. blank, frighteningly gone.

ohh my god I'm HURTINGG fiending for being treated like a fucking pet. demeaned and talked to like patronizingly as if I don't understand. lesser

got slapped in the face and called a bitch and I moaned 🫢

it's just so much easier to dream of being hopeless and irredeemable and having my life ended than it is to imagine everything it takes to make me normal

being called A Statistic just fucking fried me so bad. what an elite form of tragic death that hardly amounts to much connotation

threatening to power me off or shut me down 😵‍💫

"s-silver?? are you okay? something's...wrong... You don't look like yourself..." 💦💦

Extremely embarrassingly horny over huge physical monstrous changes overcoming my body that are a direct correlation to something going on in my mind Like if I experience more agony, or more forgetfulness, or rage, and it shows up on my frame as I mutate poorly or grow or look more evil

I love when someone gets that look in their eyes like they're assessing what they can Do to me. running through ideas in their head on what to act on

sternly shouting at me to behave like I'm some animal

such a fucking loser

and being called like psycho and disordered and all that jazz you know the drill. I'm twisted

"Snuffslut" is a fav (⁠;⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

I love being objectified so so bad. Being something that others can control so I don't need to worry about "being me" getting in the way

going limp after being switched off or drugged too bad is sooo beyond hot. Just meat with no control. At complete mercy to people that can move. Embarrassingly failing to be autonomous

wish I was just fucking terminal already to get it over with

Sexualizing being a guy with mental health issues because it's what I got and I love to sexualize my predicaments to be drastic to cope

Getting me super high to watch me fail at simple tasks and laugh at me

Coping with needing accommodations by saying I'm a pet so I'm absolved of social wrongdoing

could I ever be worth more than my issues outweigh (sexual)

Love it when even polite sweet people know I'm not worth anything but being mean to