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@iridiem.bsky.social
28 | she/they | silly little lesbian⚢ | excitable fangirl, avid collector, crochet enthusiast and video game enjoyer ♡ ☄︎₊˚⊹.⭒ hey thats us, you and i will be found⋆˙⟡☾ .⭒˚ business email: iridiemtv@gmail.com ⌯⌲
i just like don't feel like i belong anywhere and there is just enough therapy in the world to rewire my brain so it can believe that people want me around!! i am ruining so many amazing connections because i am incapable of allowing myself to be loved!!!!!!!!!
i really pull away and hibernate when i'm struggling and it sucks cause now i just am sad but also feel so disconnected from so many people i love which makes me want to pull away even more :(
having bruised/fractured whatever my tailbone and my period starting at the same time is truly the cruelest thing thats ever happened
idk i know its kinda dumb but i just am about to finish 2 weeks of being in charge, a week of that completely by myself and i am just so proud of myself. i've had so much praise from managers about how well i've done and i'm like 🥰🥰
slipped down the bottom 3 steps and landed right on my tailbone and now i get to go work a 9 and a half hour shift in pain😭
went to see the hercules today in the west end it it absolutely slayed🕺
tryin to get a mythic rating of 3k for the first time in wow, so naturally i hit 2999 🤠
i'm doing everything im supposed to to try and get better and nothing ever helps for longer than a few months :( i am so tired :(
hahahahhaha i made banana bread with baking powder instead of baking soda ahhahhaa and forgot it was in the oven ahhahah so its been in there for 2 hours ahhhahhaha (thank god for the oven timer)
maybe i did have a bit of a mental breakdown, deactivated half my social media and spent a week in rotting in a depressive episode in bed! but you can't prove that i did! so there!!!
man i just don't want to be here anymore. this feeling fucking sucks and nothing i do ever makes it go away
I literally cannot think of a single thing more embarrassing than being a Trump supporter right now