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@iridiem.bsky.social

28 | she/they | silly little lesbian⚢ | excitable fangirl, avid collector, crochet enthusiast and video game enjoyer ♡ ☄︎₊˚⊹.⭒ hey thats us, you and i will be found⋆˙⟡☾ .⭒˚ business email: iridiemtv@gmail.com ⌯⌲

i just like don't feel like i belong anywhere and there is just enough therapy in the world to rewire my brain so it can believe that people want me around!! i am ruining so many amazing connections because i am incapable of allowing myself to be loved!!!!!!!!!

i really pull away and hibernate when i'm struggling and it sucks cause now i just am sad but also feel so disconnected from so many people i love which makes me want to pull away even more :(

idk i know its kinda dumb but i just am about to finish 2 weeks of being in charge, a week of that completely by myself and i am just so proud of myself. i've had so much praise from managers about how well i've done and i'm like 🥰🥰

hahahahhaha i made banana bread with baking powder instead of baking soda ahhahhaa and forgot it was in the oven ahhahah so its been in there for 2 hours ahhhahhaha (thank god for the oven timer)

maybe i did have a bit of a mental breakdown, deactivated half my social media and spent a week in rotting in a depressive episode in bed! but you can't prove that i did! so there!!!

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