don't rely on 3d models too much. it'll make your art indistinguishable and boring .
Walker (1987) is awesome. Two grown men in a gaudy room pontificate on necessity of slavery while a kid in a background murders the fuck out of moonlight sonata. All while a deaf woman tries to object but gets misrepresented at every turn. Don't look up anything else about it and watch Walker.
what happens if you keep jacking it after cumming when you get really sensitive, do you just Die
Don't think too hard about all of this. Just go out and draw a few pictures. It's for your own good. You know it's just what artists do.
perhaps we met at the wrong time and things would have been different otherwise, but then I might have never got the important lessons.