itporl
@itporl.bsky.social
✦ porl/pearl | she / he / they ✦ digital artist ✦ slightly NSFW ✦ ENG/THAI commission me : http://vgen.co/itporl pfp : 8931ponzu
sorry for venting instead of posting cute anime girls but i think my friends are sick of listening to me too so here i am
it def affected my relationship with art. a normal 15 yo would be drawing their favorite character and having fun, but i had to draw so everyone can eat. the fear of not getting by is so ingrained into art for me that i can no longer draw for fun and get incredibly upset when it doesn't do well
itporl@itporl.bsky.social · 4d agowish my self worth isn't tided to being able to pay bills n shit i hope no kids will have to pick up the slack n be breadwinner too young that shit fucked me up good in ways i cannot comprehend
wish my self worth isn't tided to being able to pay bills n shit i hope no kids will have to pick up the slack n be breadwinner too young that shit fucked me up good in ways i cannot comprehend
i was wrong im staving even more cuz i increased it LMAO theres poop n fart in the fridge rn bro
itporl@itporl.bsky.social · 2mo agoim afraid of increasing my prices but if i don't i might actually die from how many comms i gotta take every month
having fibromyalgia fucking sucks ur in pain all the time isnt enough ,ur brain just stop working properly sometimes and can't get shit done i just want it to stop so i can finish everything in time bro...
warm up from today...i kinda wanna switch to textured brush for shading ngl
Hitting a point where everytime I try to work it just looks like ass time to take a break
hi! i’m increasing my skeb prices due to how much work i need to take on to cover expenses + support my family. it’s been rough on my health, so i hope the new prices are fair! i also added a cheaper headshot skeb with the same shading options. flat color is gone bc of skill issue 💦 #vgencomm
hi! i’m increasing my skeb prices due to how much work i need to take on to cover expenses + support my family. it’s been rough on my health, so i hope the new prices are fair! i also added a cheaper headshot skeb with the same shading options. flat color is gone bc of skill issue 💦 #vgencomm