elle | trickster connoisseur
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🐦⬛🐇🦊🐍 Fanfic Writer | 🔞 (🔁✔️) AkeShuAke ☕️🥞 | AkuRoku 🔥✨ | Zakkura ☁️🌤️ 31 | Queer | They/Them 🏳️🌈 Currently playing: FFVII Rebirth 🎮 https://itstheangstforme.straw.page
Fighting Brawlamari in Dream Drop Distance is utter bullshit. Oh. My. GOD.
I don’t want to be too sensationalist about this but also I’m the least violent person in the world and I think if someone said this to my face I’d hit them
No longer content with pillaging intellectual work and dismembering our environment (already critically weakened), AI companies are now hellbent on destroying books galore including rare editions. Shut down these nefarious enterprises already.
Using my favorite online thesaurus (WordHippo) to look up synonyms for hesitant and one of the suggestions is “shilly-shallying”. When Advent Children came out I knew it was a real phrase but seeing it in the wild like this caught me off guard. 😂
I’ve had fun with this Third Sem psych horror fic but I’m so very excited to start the second installment of my adult AkeShuAke series. I’ve been planning it for almost a year now. It was originally going to be my first multichap thing but then I popped out a 50k prequel for it instead. Lmaoooo.
I tried to write this morning but while my body said yes, my brain said no but now that it’s bed time my brain said yes and my body is saying no. 😭
Every time I feel stupid for not immediately identifying an emotion I’m feeling I just think about all the fanfics that take 100,000+ words for character A to realize they’re in love with character B. I may still feel stupid but at least I’m in good company.
Fanfiction is crazy because what do you mean the most authentic representation I’ve read regarding the aftermath of SA comes from a coffee shop AU about Zack and Cloud from Final Fantasy VII??
Honestly? Fuck it I’m just dedicating my entire living room to Jade’s art.
in memory🌼 #FF7
A poor unsuspecting man on tinder just accidentally activated my ACAB includes Makoto rant, whoops. I guess let’s see if he passes the vibe check. Lmao
I just watched a very popular movie that came out recently and am so sad because the main plot of the film is the climax of my third Sem fanfic (thats coming not this upcoming chapter but the next). I started writing this fic in October based on my idea for the climax and I thought I was so clever 😭
In my current AkeShuAke WIP Maruki is being a creep and in one long scene he goes from calling Joker Amamiya-kun, to Ren-kun, before using just Ren. My question is will it read as him trying to ingratiate himself or will it just seem like I don’t understand Japanese honorifics? #JJW
I’m starting PersonaQ for the first time and am immediately annoyed that they don’t give us enough room to name the P4 protagonist Yu Narukami. 😭
I can’t recall the word I want to use so I substituted it with [fixerupper] so I could come back to it when I remember and now a few paragraph later my big emotional scene has Goro saying the line “Am I just a fixer upper to you?” 😂
Having just finished Birth By Sleep, I plan to replay Dream Drop Distance next but seeing little kid Zack Fair is making me wanna replay Crisis Core real bad. Even though I played it back in January. And am in the middle of reading 2 different Zakkura fanfics, lmao. I just love that man so much. 😭
My kiddo’s been away at camp all week. Have I gotten a bunch of writing done? No. Have I checked a bunch off my todo list? Also no. Have I replayed all of Birth by Sleep and watched the entirety of the Kingdom Hearts: Recoded cutscene movie? Mayyyybe.
Anyone willing to let me talk through a few scenes in my current AkeShuAke fic? It’s a third semester psych horror and I’m currently trying to work my way out of a corner I’ve written myself into and could use someone to bounce ideas off of. 😅 #JJW
Y’all, once I post my AkuRoku big bang piece I will have written 150k worth of fanfiction since August. 130k of which is AkeShuAke lmaooo I haven’t even started the main installment of series I started writing to do!!!
🖤 Chapter 5 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke fic is out now! 🖤 💫 In This Pool of Blood, I'll Meet Your Eyes 🍎 Third Semester — Accomplice AU — Psych Horror 📝 Rated E 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/783721...
Anyone know if @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social is happening again this year? 👀
Just because the overlap of anime fans and video game fans is a circle, I figured I’d share this here too as I do my bi-annualish warning again anything and everything related to Ryan Kopf and his conventions. He is 100% a rapist, can confirm. Do not recommend. Stay safe out there, y’all.
One of my goals for the week was to get chapter 5 of my AkeShuAke third semester psych/horror fanfic (In This Pool Of Blood) posted and I’m trying, I really am but it’s going to be close if it happens. The chapter is sitting at 7.5k right now but the more I write the more I need to write. 😬
Excuse me, waiter, there’s existential dread in my sex scene!
No, no, it’s fine, of course I’ll fight the final boss all by myself. Not like I just spent forever grinding so my team was leveled and had all the best equipment or anything. No, really, it’s FINE.
There are so many games I want to play and so little time to play them. 🙃
Hoo boy, do I regret posting about my excitement for Kingdom Hearts 4 on Facebook. Now my feed is filled with homophobic gamers mad at SoRiku shippers. 🥲
I’m over here kicking and squealing with excitement as I outline my most nefarious scene to date. 🥰
🖤 Chapter 4 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke fic is out now! 🖤 💫 In This Pool of Blood, I'll Meet Your Eyes 🍎 Third Semester — Accomplice AU — Psych Horror 📝 Rated E 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/783721... #JJW