God, I thought my phone's home button was stuck x_x had no idea it couldn't be pressed when the phone was totally off. Never thought to check. Scared the hell outta me
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ΖΈΜ΅Μ‘ΣΜ΅Μ¨ΜΖ· ren β any (no neos), 25 yrs β i am anti-censorship & anti-harassment β hobbyist digital artist π (occasionally suggestive) & personal acc. i rant... a lot. (^^;) β anti-genAI (human art 5eva!) π https://www.expectationemesis.net/
yay, a non-chibi drawing! shame i don't have the soul to color it... lol :P #digitalart #sketch #selfship
got that form done ^^ now i get to chill. yay
adhd makes art incredibly difficult. why must i be distracted by many different things at once :< i jus wanna draw dilfs. sniffle sniffle
was woken up quite rudely twice this morning. had breakfast, jus cracked open a monster. have a dumb form thingy to fill out, but i'm gonna do that later. >_> for now i'm jus listening to music n trying to draw. it's going about as well as u can expect, considering mah mood </3 lol. oh well
i smeep... my head.. it is killing me x_x doodled something today!! at least i got something going for me. perhaps i can draw more tmrw. yaaay *dies* nighty night, folks
every day i say words and i wish i would just be quiet. i rlly do need someone else to watch over me and tell me what to do etc etc. =_=
cleaned part of my room because in my heart i knew a fictional character i like would be disappointed if i didn't. i was gonna judge myself here, but like. hey, y'know, whatever works at this point. -_-
my site's anniversary is coming up soon.. thas pretty kewl. i wish it wasn't so damn humid -w-
Anyhoo... I'm gonna take a nap. Not looking forward to dragging my fan over by my bed, but blegh. Too warm to not have it. I can't wait til summer is over (seasons chaaange)
Bing sucks as a search engine but I do enjoy the occasional Amazon gift card, so I guess I can't bitch too much
i've been assigned a new psychiatrist. just don't know when they'll be available for scheduling. the office said they'll call me when they're available. x_x yaaay... soon, hopefully, that will be sorted. gonna go back to trying to relax
i wish the temperature would finally cool down. i would rlly like to go outside, but i can't see myself doing that with it being so warm out. x_x blegh
See I'm so stressed cuz my old psychiatrist isn't available anymore, and now I have to wait for his old staff to get shit situated for a new one. However, it's been almost two months. I'm extremely worried about my social security getting cut off, cuz that's what happened last time I wasn't in care
Boys, I am having a horrible day. Nothing particularly bad happened, I would just like to end my shit. I will make lunch and attempt to draw, I think. I am so tired
hey, i finished that guy from the other day. i think he came out half-decently. sorry for ponifying him on his ref sheet. i couldn't help it. #digitalart #originalcharacter #characterdesign #referencesheet #idkmanihaveatummyache
Looking forward to yummy snacks once I'm done with my bath. That will be rlly nice. Maybe I'll play a video game, even. Who knows.
I've had surprisingly good luck with the buses. Here's hoping I don't get hit by a car or smth
here's a WIP i'd like to work on later... tis an elven cuddle pile. poor legolas, his life is so difficult :P
i have some things to get today.. pretty sure the holiday will screw up the buses, though. kind of annoying. at least it should be a decent temperature out this morning. blargh. hope these painkillers kick in soon. had a hard time brushing my hair, that's how bad my neck is x_x
I slept wrong, so now my neck is killing me. I am sad. :(
god i wish my mother would stop perceiving my forgetfulness as a slight against her. i'm so tired. she's so passive aggressive, and it's just so frustrating :(
aww yea. that's looking much better. ^_^ i'd like to make a new header at some point, but the current one works for the time being. a patterned background might be cool too. site's live now, link in bio if you wanna have a click around :3
decided i'd redesign my website instead of drawing. i'm adding gradients n drop shadows and stuffs like that :P cuz i think that'd be puuurdy
I'm debating on whether or not I should get out of bed. I mean technically I don't have to do anything tmrw cuz it's weekend all the way down. But like. I've been trying to fix my sleep schedule. Auguughaihjtsjgdf. Ok, I'll get up. Drawing sounds fun
aghh. i am going to nap. -_- i am just too sleepy. this sucks.
i'm so sleepy. little guy time
one thing i wanna do is expand prince biscuit's lil universe and make him and the others human counterparts. i have no idea what biscuit's human name would be. but it would be fun
obsidian is an interesting little program. i've been wanting a thing that i can keep all my notes organized in. my files are a mess </3 lol
behold, a man. he doesn't have a name, and art is *barely* cooperating with me rn, but. he is. A man. love that for him. ok, i'ma go lay back down. i'm so soreeee x_x