Xuan / Jade 🪷

@jadexuan.bsky.social

Conceptual Construct of abstract and Sinosphere origins. (N.B.: ENG is my 3rd language, but preferred communication method. Also not very socially outgoing.) 🟪: twitch.tv/jadexuan | I don't stream often; I assist some people with their streams instead.

I had an epiphany just a moment ago about how small I am IRL because I went to a grocery store and saw how big a what-seems-to-be regular-sized big brand cereal box is bigger than my torso. It put my smolness into perspective a lot. That is all for today. Please take care of yourselves.

A childhood friend of mine shared his mentor's words to me: "A stable rock attracts unstable people." In turbulent times like these, those words ring truer than ever. And I think of what another friend told me, to wear red as self-reclamation. When I combine both together and think of myself…

Holy smokes, I'm still processing this a little bit... but everyone, THANK YOU SO MUCH! I appreciate everyone being along this silly little ride we've been on. Through the tough times and everything, your support means so much to me. The next big goal is to add a fourth digit!

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I’m sorry, but I don’t think I have the strength to check social platforms much anymore. Logging on for even just for a moment out of the blue has often led me to see someone somewhere getting witch-hunted under proclamations of justice by another for any reason makes me extremely nauseous and cry.

Why is it normalized and accepted in social communities online and IRL to use therapy speech to DARVO someone? It’s been more and more of a common and widespread tactic since COVID lockdown as a means to bring people together to shift blame someone and absolve themselves from their own problems.

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Please stop pointing praise/compliment redeems at me on people's streams. It doesn't matter if it's because you care/appreciate me nor want to get a reaction out of me. I don't appreciate it when people use someone else as proxy to "be kind" to me. It has the opposite effect instead: it hurts badly.

Please stop pointing praise/compliment redeems at me on people's streams. It doesn't matter if it's because you care/appreciate me nor want to get a reaction out of me. I don't appreciate it when people use someone else as proxy to "be kind" to me. It has the opposite effect instead: it hurts badly.

I hate to bring numbers up, but we are 10 follows away from this! I'm excited to nuzlocke for the first time! I stream weird & niche indie games and sometimes blender as I make my robots! I try to keep my streams low stimulation as well. Stop by if you think this fits you! www.twitch.tv/carbon_gm

CGM-397, a blue robot with a screen face and head frills, looking nervous and touching the tips of his index fingers in a stereotypical anime nervous pose
🔩CarbonGM🎲@carbongm.bsky.social · 5mo ago

LET'S MAKE A DEAL I get: 230 Twitch followers You get: to watch a complete newbie attempt a Pokemon HG Nuzlocke, live on 🟪 and edited videos on 🟥 as well! I've never tried a Pokemon game before, and I wanna try the most popular challenge run out there! Deal? #vsky #vtuber www.twitch.tv/carbon_gm

The title of Pokemon HeartGold with CGM-397 in front of it. An arrow points at him labelled HUGE NOOB. At the top is a twitch follower goal. The goal is 214/230 followers, labeled First Time Pokemon Nuzlocke

I keep thinking back about how Stoi-nii keeps watch over me when it comes to social situations since I don’t understand a lot of things that seem hurtful/harmful. I genuinely feel bad about how naive I am about socialization and have been trying to catch up in knowledge.

Information - supplementary and contradictory - spreading through people like a spider web, connecting people together in multiple ways from multiple directions. Fascinating in its intricacies yet both wonderful and terrifying in its potential.

Hey, you. Have you seen this man? I'm tryin' to find him so that I take down this pesky mosquito. Heard he's been buzzin' 'round these parts. If you see him, let me know, because we have unfinished business that is long overdue. [P.S.: This is a joke because of ProStoic's stream shenanigans.]

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Shoutout to Nerdkingdom29 from Twitch for making this meme in @prostoic.bsky.social's community after Stoic revealed that he had planned to name the vampire thrall in V Rising after me since the day he made this week's stream schedule and I had not a single clue the whole time. I'm just cackling―

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The rising popularity of loneliness videos and media by influencers and content creators along with its mass consumption of content like that online as an increasing trend is gradually becoming more concerning in regards to worldwide mental health and societal struggles… It scares me and worries me.

"Is your heart still asleep? Fine. It can wait for a bit. My wish doesn't have to reach you just yet. Not until you wake up. Whether yesterday was unhappy. Or today is unhappy. Or tomorrow will be unhappy…