So.. 26 months on estrogen. I still can’t believe I’ve passed the 2 year mark. It’s been a journey and I’ve seen amazing results! Here’s to forever more. 💪🏽🏳️‍⚧️🪶

Tonto Apache Pow Wow was a blast! I danced hard, cheered way too much and am now so very sore. 😭😭😭 Worth it. 😎🌲🏳️‍⚧️🪶

Feeling a little better today. Looking forward to tomorrow as I’ll be dancing in this special. I’m excited to see friends as it’s been awhile. I hope you all have an amazing weekend #heartsky ❤️🏳️‍⚧️🪶

I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of existing. I’m tired of this all consuming loneliness. I’m tired of crying all the time. I’m tired of being alone. I’m this much closer of just seeing myself out of this world. I’m tired of living. Bring on death.

The last pic we took together yesterday. I wish we had taken more pix but we spent the day in the pool and grilling out with his family. So many laughs and a few tears. Ok, it’s me, a lot of tears. Until next time, my boy. ❤️

Time flew by.. I had so much fun with Eddy these past couple days. Today he’s spending with his mum and sis and I can’t help how empty I feel without him. He flies out tomorrow and who knows how long before I see him again. 😞💔

My boy is back!!! 😭😭 Even if only for a few days. Tonight is his 20th year high school reunion so we’ll be getting ready for that soon. Happy weekend all!! ❤️

I swear my family is cursed. My parents divorced when I was young, I got divorced 11 years ago and now my brother’s going through a divorce. 😞

Good morning! It’s been a very active monsoon week, but I’m just happy we’re getting very much needed rain here in Phoenix! Also stupid happy Eddy flies back for a visit in 3 weeks! He’s taking me to his 20 year high school reunion. 😍😍

One of the many cool lightning shots I got from last nights insane storm. It’s been years since I’ve experienced a storm that intense! 70+mph winds, dust wall, horizontal rain, constant lightning. Lasted over an hour! Temps dropped almost 40°. Meant to get more storms this week.. 😎🌵

So happy Kit is joining me and Joe in the MCU!! I’m gonna say it. Kitclops. You’re welcome. 🤭

ITS THE FREAKING WEEKEND!!! Have fun you lot, I’ll be poolside, in the pool and in the aircon all weekend working on my story. Were meant to hit really high temps of 48°C/118°F come Sunday.

I’m not sure how I feel about the rush of felons flooding my dating inbox. 😶

OMGGGGGG…. I think I just had an epiphany… is Eddy my Michael Holden?? Am I Tori Spring???? Eddy was never my boyfriend but he spent almost all of his time with me after his breakup until he moved half way across the world. I just broke my brain. 😶

When Heartstopper is your life because no one has shown you any interest so you’re just perpetuating single despite putting yourself out there. 😭 Apparently a loving, supportive partner isn’t something anyone wants anymore. 💔

New record for me today #heartsky. Watched the movie, Heartstopper Forever four times. Not sorry. 😋

Well, this certainly was not on my bingo card today. 🙈

Oh yeah, almost forgot. Happy Two Years on estrogen to meeeee! 🏳️‍⚧️🪶

Two nights in a row of dust walls! 😍😍

#heartsky! Leave it to me to be flat broke for the next week and Heartstopperless. Netflix couldn’t process my payment because, there’s nothing in my account. There goes my marathon. No food, no petrol, no HS for a week. Gutted. 😭😭

I was up on my tippy toes and he’s still taller than me. 🫠

We both cried on the phone this morning. We’re both such emotional people and it totally makes sense as we’re both Pisces. I don’t know how I always forget that. Miss our almost nightly cuddles lol

So, A1C is still in the prediabetic range but it’s now at the bottom of that range. Even though I’m technically 100lbs overweight (I don’t see how), I want to lose at least 50 more lbs. I think if I lost 100lbs (which would make me 130lbs), I’d look sickly. So, putting the work in. 😎💪🏽🎧

So.. Blast from the past!! I was going though my old photo box and found a pic of me and Eddy about a month after we first met! He invited me to his alumni formal! 16 years ago, we were babies! 😭😭

I think this is my favourite pic I took with Eddy before he left. He’s loving Sydney though. I’m glad he’s happy there, even if it’s without me. ❤️

Surprised my local B&N already have the display already up #heartsky!! EEEEE! It was tucked away in a corner but I found it and purchased! I know what I’m doing tonight. 🤭

These last few days have been absolute gobshite. I’m not coping very well at all. 😞

Shit on a stick… it really hit the fan today and I don’t know how to feel. I’m so overwhelmed right now. I really need a hug. 🥺

Can I have him back please?

#heartsky He’s got that Charlie Spring tan going on. 🤩