Jasper Fennix
@jasperfennix.bsky.social
🔞 32. Autistic. BPD. Single. Asexual. Demi-Romantic. Fennec Fox. Gutslut (expect vore & innie navels). LGBTQ+ friendly. Nintendo fanboy. Retro Game Collector. DM Friendly. Sex Repulsed. Suit by Fluffy-Lemons (@Slemmon) Avatar by WatchOutForDragons
My friend and I found ourselves directly next to each other in Labyrinthine. I mean it isn't actually us, but close enough (least when I have a fluffy beard and haven't shaved in a while)
No one wants to hear you rev your shitty motorcycle at 9am for 20 minutes straight. Holy shit I'm angry. This is a residential neighborhood, this is never called for.
A Rex who is raring to be back in the spotlight! BRING HIM BACK NINTENDO I'M ON MY HANDS AND KNEES ___________________________ #mario #supermario #supermarioworld
I really need to listen to more Genesis remixes of modern video game music
Another lump on the back of my head. This time my vision is slightly slanted, I have a constant dull pain, and I'm a little light headed. Going to the doctor Saturday to get it looked it. I would go sooner, but I can't leave my cat alone in case I need to be hospitalized.
This little cat is so cute It's from a japanese arcade game where you play rock paper scissors, "Janken Game Acchi Muite Hoi!"
My god this pain is getting unbearable, walking up my stairs, standing up from my chair, laying on my side, etc, It all hurts so much. I can't get my steroid gel shots for another month or two either. Advil and Tylenol barely helps at all. This is gonna suck for a bit.
It's been several months, I think I'm gonna buy weed next week. It had nothing to do with the time, just wanted other stuff more than weed, like GBA games.
Holy heck my Charizard card went up in value a lot since I got it a few years ago. I don't plan on selling it, sits on my shelf, but still. Somehow I got it from a single mini tin of 151 and that's it. It isn't graded, I just put it in a plastic shell for safety.
Lights are dimmed, special music made to relax cats is playing in the background, and I'm just kinda chilling so my cat can sleep better. She seemed a bit stressed today, so wanted to calm her down.
UPDATE: Yes, their owner passed away Thursday. We're taking them in today, but as I said, that CAN'T be permanent; they NEED a HOME NOW. We're willing to drive pretty much anywhere in the Northeast for the right adopter. We're begging.
Morning people: yep, looks like the ONE nibble is now ghosting. Going to Kevin's apartment today to start cleanout & get the cats, then we're bringing them here. They HAVE to stay closed in our bedroom, so they're safe for now, but one room is NO way to live the rest of their life. Please. SOMEONE.
Playing a ton of Picross again. Makes me feel so smart lol. An act of rebellion when so many normies are cooking their brains with AI
I wish I wasn't sensitive and didn't take things so personally.
Got another standee from @buizelknight.bsky.social 's shop. I love them so much. The second picture was for fun. I did technically get the Guilmon one before this, that I didn't post. It was for my best friend (whose favorite digimon are Guilmon and Gallantmon.)
BPD and Depression are funny. See I have some great friends, who have even gone out of their way to spend their vacation days visiting me, but man when that depression hits it feels like everything goes down the drain and you're all alone. Don't let your brains play tricks on ya like mine does.
I will say, through all my deep depression, I still get a smile knowing my cat loves me. She was abandoned 3 times before I got her at the age of four. I just want her to live the best possible life she can, she deserves it.
This cyst is gonna make sleeping very difficult, it is right where I lay my head on the pillow. It hurts.
Just got a random hot flash, feel like I lost all my energy, and can barely move. I also just generally feel unwell. I'm sure I'll sleep it off and feel fine tomorrow, but still sucks. Hoping it has nothing to do with the cyst that appeared on the back of my head this morning.
I wish I were capable of being more Vorny for my furry friends. But I just ain't in a fetish mood that often.
Man I hate waking up early, have no friends to talk to until late at night.