Jasper Fennix

@jasperfennix.bsky.social

🔞 32. Autistic. BPD. Single. Asexual. Demi-Romantic. Fennec Fox. Gutslut (expect vore & innie navels). LGBTQ+ friendly. Nintendo fanboy. Retro Game Collector. DM Friendly. Sex Repulsed. Suit by Fluffy-Lemons (@Slemmon) Avatar by WatchOutForDragons

Another lump on the back of my head. This time my vision is slightly slanted, I have a constant dull pain, and I'm a little light headed. Going to the doctor Saturday to get it looked it. I would go sooner, but I can't leave my cat alone in case I need to be hospitalized.

This little cat is so cute It's from a japanese arcade game where you play rock paper scissors, "Janken Game Acchi Muite Hoi!"

My god this pain is getting unbearable, walking up my stairs, standing up from my chair, laying on my side, etc, It all hurts so much. I can't get my steroid gel shots for another month or two either. Advil and Tylenol barely helps at all. This is gonna suck for a bit.

Holy heck my Charizard card went up in value a lot since I got it a few years ago. I don't plan on selling it, sits on my shelf, but still. Somehow I got it from a single mini tin of 151 and that's it. It isn't graded, I just put it in a plastic shell for safety.

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Lights are dimmed, special music made to relax cats is playing in the background, and I'm just kinda chilling so my cat can sleep better. She seemed a bit stressed today, so wanted to calm her down.

BPD and Depression are funny. See I have some great friends, who have even gone out of their way to spend their vacation days visiting me, but man when that depression hits it feels like everything goes down the drain and you're all alone. Don't let your brains play tricks on ya like mine does.

I will say, through all my deep depression, I still get a smile knowing my cat loves me. She was abandoned 3 times before I got her at the age of four. I just want her to live the best possible life she can, she deserves it.

Just got a random hot flash, feel like I lost all my energy, and can barely move. I also just generally feel unwell. I'm sure I'll sleep it off and feel fine tomorrow, but still sucks. Hoping it has nothing to do with the cyst that appeared on the back of my head this morning.