getting my office back this weekend! Been working from a very uncomfortable set up with my pc in the bedroom for a month, so im v excited to have an actual chair to sit in again and a desk for my tablet also hoping i get into this welding program but thats a whole other thing

the depression is so strong that i am feeling the pull to smoking cigarettes again, but my boyfriend would despise me if I did this again

back to work tomorrow - still having rough moments when i expect to hear duchess or where i wish she was curling up with me, but i can’t continue grieving or ill be sad forever and thats no way to live

duchess left us this morning at 9am, I’m heartbroken but she left safe and comfortable in her own bed I’ll miss her a lot, this dumb gross baby

everything is scheduled, we’re saying goodbye on Friday I’ll try my best to get work out to everyone this week, I’m just going to be distracted

second round of hockey lads! feat @airlinewilddog.bsky.social @smellyshep.bsky.social @cheekdot.bsky.social and @coopershep.bsky.social !

uuuugh now having to actively look up at-home euthanasia for duchess, absolutely wrecked but I want her to feel safe but I don’t know what I’ll do without her

I also wanna draw more transguy stuff, commission me for more dude pussy

one day without pc and already wondering if I can plug it in somewhere inconvenient just to post up art

also finally tried timbits and my god they’re delicious

gotta break down the computer for a couple days to move back to the office, and it’s going to be HELL for me to do sketches on the iPad - just feels so weird to me

also sad news: my beloved cat is nearing the end of her life, unable to gain weight and having IVs at home for hydration. it’s been taking a lot out of me and it’s looking like it will be sooner rather than later, and I’m crushed I hope she knows I love her

too sick this year for anthrocon but gonna be trying to get all art out the door by the time yall filthy animals return! maybe next year my body will be better and I can make it again ❤️

once these sell I’ll also be popping up some of my more usual YCH multi character auctions and reopening commissions as well! they’ve been great fun while working off the queue!

jerkcentral@jerkcentral.bsky.social · last mo.

as promised! how'sabout a little footie? come check out the new set of pinups over at www.furaffinity.net/view/65512743/ -- multiple buyers accepted for each slot for this round! feel free to contact me via TG or chat as well if interested!

first set of the hockey pinups all in one place ! 😤 feat @smellyshep.bsky.social @gairne.uk and @west.deers.gay

as promised! how'sabout a little footie? come check out the new set of pinups over at www.furaffinity.net/view/65512743/ -- multiple buyers accepted for each slot for this round! feel free to contact me via TG or chat as well if interested!

Final day for these pieces!

jerkcentral@jerkcentral.bsky.social · last mo.

the best part of winning is that big ol' cup! (whether your team made it this season or not!) come check out the last set of playoff pinups over at www.furaffinity.net/view/65435111/ -- multiple buyers accepted for each slot for this round! ends on the 29th!

no nightmares so far, and I even get my work office back this week instead of sitting in an uncomfortable kitchen !! Finally I can do my full workloads again!

I’m now on different meds bc my last ones gave me hellish nightmares each night so hopefully that doesn’t happen tonight!

on the unfortunate downturn of “depressive” with my manic-depressive thing and man it’s hard to just function, man!

and after these're all gone i just gotta figure out the next sport series -- maybe some fun footie scenes for the world cup?

jerkcentral@jerkcentral.bsky.social · last mo.

the best part of winning is that big ol' cup! (whether your team made it this season or not!) come check out the last set of playoff pinups over at www.furaffinity.net/view/65435111/ -- multiple buyers accepted for each slot for this round! ends on the 29th!

the best part of winning is that big ol' cup! (whether your team made it this season or not!) come check out the last set of playoff pinups over at www.furaffinity.net/view/65435111/ -- multiple buyers accepted for each slot for this round! ends on the 29th!

trying to get better about posting finished art to FA! will also be popping up finished pieces over here as well - for an artist, i'm terrible at actually showing my stuff

aw, @alexdowski.bsky.social and @milwolfmylo.bsky.social are getting a headstart for next year's fathers day

made the bad decision of heading into Boston and surrounding myself with a million scots im now very drunk on a train

just wanna suck dick until my problems go away

got the news that my cat is p much entering end of life - she’s now only about 4lbs, can’t eat without an appetite stimulant, and is given iv fluids every other day and prob won’t last to the end of the summer i am absolutely devastated and in so much dang pain

been back at work and this heatwave has finally made me put the ac unit in so i can focus on work instead of sweating my dang nonexistent balls off got a comic on the way (sorry for delay!), and for yall hockey lads there’s a couple’a cups coming for the end of playoff season!

so, a friend has passed away and i'll be a little hard to reach - funeral on sunday, but after that i should be available and sending out commissions. taking my mind off things by doing work so i might just zone out and forget to respond with a quickness