Jessanda ๐ŸŒ  Vtuber

@jessanda.bsky.social

๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ช ๐“ช๐“ญ ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ป๐“ช A guiding star Vtuber ๐Ÿ’œ she/they ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ eng/ger hardstuck on level 29 (+3) 18+ minors DNI (I will block) pfp by @kittii119.bsky.social twitch.tv/jessandaluave

I used to categorically deflect every compliment. Low self-esteem kinda does that. But one day a friend told me directly "you make it hard to love you, if you refuse all affection" I've been trying since to embrace others more, by accepting their words and someday I'll also embrace myself.

I'm feeling a bit insecure lately Feeling like I'm not funny/interesting enough Like in a "never making friends belly laugh" way It makes me feel often like the kinda person you hang out with, when all the fun people aren't available And that's been nagging on me, a lot

my last artifight attacks! sadly I couldn't draw more due to my trip but I'm still happy with how much I was able to draw and I hope all of my victims have as much joy with the art as I was having making them ๐Ÿ’•

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