Jesse Wesse🍃UwU🍃

@jessewesseuwu.bsky.social

Hewwwwoo 25 / taken / geh / weed dealer / genderfaun Please, #MDNI #artist #selftaught #kindadumb

I think i can feel myself slipping into a manic state, which sucks, cause my partner just moved up and life's been a lot better and more fun lately, im still worried about everything, and I miss drawing, maybe when i have some time/energy I can doodle

I doubt these will be read, it's just the nonsense of a rambling old fool (im 25) fun fact, those with schizophrenia tend to have a larger butterfly in their brain, it's very interesting, i dont know what the actual term is, im writing this out a few minutes before work, and im just, yeah 8/??

Im trying to learn how to grow, I want to, I started reading on it, then life got busy, I hope i can start it up with my partner tho, hes been an absolute delight, hes made dinner for us most nights, I just need to figure out how to budget more too, thats it's own adhd/weird money self issues 8/??

Grace is given where grace is due, I was struggling heavily mentally, I hadn't found a stable job yet, and I didn't have my partner with me, but, I think i should probably just get out of school debt first, i cant bare to look at how much i owe, I know it gets paid every month, and that matters 7/??

edibles are delightful for those who cant/don't smoke! I think if I were to ever go back to school, it'd be for cannabis studies, I want to really learn, idk, it's just, I dont think im a good student ): I know im not, averaged a -c in college, I failed like, 3 classes, but, 6/??

to how it should and can work, like, everything you can do with it in different ways, topical are good for a lot of folks, carts/dispos work well for those who need something simple, flower is for those who enjoy the flower effect and feels, while concentrate is good for heavier pain 5/??

I really enjoy working with cannabis, the idea of helping people like, sleep better, or help with pain, or anoexty, it brings me a certain comfort knowing I can help out some, obviously rec has more cash flow, but a lot of rec people do use it for medication, and idk, it's interesting getting it 4/?

Anyways, my partner is making me art, for my shrine, I am a very loosely loving creature loving god(s(es(ess))) and i find myself feeling more inclined to start learning about Satanism deeper, as well as understanding daemons more I also want to start on my art more often lost pen tho ): 3/??

My partner just moved in with me, im so excited, and it's a true and pure delight to just, enjoy my time with him I realized I forgot to take my meds last night, oops Anywhos, I know im not a very smart person by any means, but ive found that ive been enjoying learning about cannabis 2/??

I feel chatty today, so, ranting time I hope the kind lady how makes the Hawaiian food by my place is having a good day, I found their food when I was really sad one day, and I got it it's Hella filling, and they just like, idk, it feels nice to feel like there's love there for it tbh 1/??

Weird memory that popped up When I was in the ✨️waaaaarrrrrrrd✨️I would pop up every time the lights came on in the morning bc I was startled (?) Awake, and they'd be like "how you doing jesse?" And id look at them and go "well, im here lmfao, but doing better today"