Susan Marie Richfield

@jjgyet.bsky.social

32 AbroAlloda GrayAceTransGirl NonHuman. Aspiring Volcanologist and Aspiring Author. Game Master for many, player for few. Snow Leopard Therian https://morethanone.info/ protransid/para

Went and saw "By Any Means" Based on real events. That should piss you off. The fact that some them clansmen stayed free and breathin, got out early, are still roamin in some cases. That should piss you the fuck off.

I feel like Ive been riding the thermal updraft off a lava flow to keep myself aloft for so long that Im not sure what to do if I ever get to land again. Except that volcano burning through life is swelling dangerously and Im fairly certain I wont survive the blast at this rate. Not well at least.

Currently very angry. Ive got a ton of work todo. Get to school early to do it. Got coffee and stuff. Am getting through work at a good clip, just shy of having to go through Apotheosis. Good. Good. Power flicker but comes back. Net dies and has been dead 45 minutes now.

Your apotheosis will not last. It will turn to poison in your veins, fog in your mind, pain in your heart. You will lay in agony from the divine burn once the rush of power fades. You may try again to ascend, again you will burn and lay once more in agony. I know, for I've laid here before. Broken.

CW Alcohol. If I end up in the HIGHLY UNLIKELY scenario where I've got to pick between 2 equally good Grad School options, that cannot at an academic, financial, ect ect, level be judged better than the other. I'm going to then see which has a place selling Drambuie. Which is dumb I know. shrug

Watching "Weapons" 2025 and by the gods this teacher, I get her desperation but HONEY. HONEY. HONEY. PLEEEEEASE. Go to therapy, preferably in a different town, which you then move to forever, very very far away. GEEEZ my GIRL please.

This weeks been a decade. Cw suicide Monday a friend needs an er ride cause her face is paralyzed. A different friend ends up hospitalized after trying to kill her self. Tuesday she tries again but its much worse. Wednesday my 8 year olf nephew ends up in the ER having seizures. Im tired.

bout an hour till we had back to the deadzone. I"m hoping beyond hope itll be not dead when we get home (round 2 or 3 hours from now) but I'm exhausted yall. Holding everyone else in the house together while having to balance all the issues this is causing and tryna help out where I can. (1/2)

Tourists who aint gotta clean up their homes rn aught be at they hotels not snoopin round taken up space while we put out homes and communities back together. I spent the morning cleaning up the mess at my house and down my street. Im tired. Theres warm food I can go get instead of cold rations.