well it is tuesday and earth mother is enraged with the flooding and fires the world needs to come together and find peace instead of the hate that is going on in this world.
joseph
@joeybehr.bsky.social
I am a widower and alone and I have black cats that keep me grounded in life as I paddle down the river of life to the next adventure. and I like very tall big bear types over 50 years old and maybe a relationship.
Well David and I are item and I am very happy right now. I had to go through so many men some good some not so good but finally someone I can have in this part of my life. After dean died I did not think I would be lucky in love again.
well my dating life is going well and he is becoming very special to me. I thought some of the men I met and was interested in me just wanted money or sex or a maid and I am more than that. I look forward to everyday with bf.
this is for men only---do you have a partner that loves giving you head more than once a day and do you allow them to have their way?
well I decided to part ways with dyson and it was for the better. it was only a month but it is what it is and moving on with life.
well it has been going on three weeks with dyson and I could not be happier. I thought my life would be over since my husband died.
well I finally put to the curb a broken tv and outdated computer screen and working on cleaning out deans nonsense of papers and such.
well I am finding that someone I am dating is sensitive after blowing his load and that is a turnoff to me. Once I get into someone I do not like to stop and just keep going. oh well so much for that man time to move on.
well two more men I have decided to not get involved. I live by a code that if you are interested in getting to know me. I expect daily chatting with you or I lose interest.
@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social My ex Nick asked me for some money and I did not respond we broke up a while ago and I am on social security and on limited funds. He must think that he keeps asking and try to wear me down but that aint going to happen. He lives above his means and I gave him suggestions
@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social well I am thinking about the weekend and the memories I have. I miss wanting to cook and pamper a man (dean paradis). I had good man in my life and if it is in the cards I would love to have another one.
Well New Year eve is upon us and another memory of My first husband Carl V dishman died in the hospital 21 years ago at 6 30 pm. but I will do reflection at that time.
I wish everybody a merry christmas and may you find peace and happiness in the new year.
@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social well Nick and I have parted ways due to life experiences and differences and I do not need to be stressed and being told that I do not know what I am talking about.
well as I sit here in my house and enjoying the quiet, my ex boyfriend Nick is trying to woo me back to him and I am not having it. Too much stress for me to do and I do not like texting anymore. and told him I am only video chatting from this point on.
well turkey day is coming up and I am again alone and the man I was getting to know is going a separate path than myself. I am a man who does not have much but I have my word and my values that I grew up with.
well I am starting my day as usual and feeding my babies and having coffee and a smoke and wondering what I need to do today.
@rehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTsSk0r_Tq8&list=RDMM&index=11dneckbubbatx.bsky.social
well the man I was getting to know is not with me. I set up reasons why I need to check and see if he is being truthful and he failed so I am alone now. I like men with bulging guts who are tall and have their act together and who love to be pampered.
well my best friend died yesterday and today is my 2-year anniversary of my husband passing and I am in a fog right now and wish I had the nerve to jump in front of speeding car and say goodbye to this god Damm world.
well the countdown is happening and starting to have flashbacks and I am awake. The last day that I was with dean and tomorrow is the day 2 years ago he passed.
well my friend danny is transitioning and a few days to live and it is coming up to the 2 year anniversary of the passing of my husband and I swear when things get better I am pushed back 100 steps. I do not want anymore friends if I have to endure this over and over.
@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social well I had someone who I thought was mine and a former friend of mine said that since we are not married he was fair game. and I told this asshole that not to bother with him. so I said to david you can ask him out and he said I am not interested and we broke up.
