Behind These Crazy Eyes

@jonjamin.bsky.social

(he/him) | ATL 🏳️‍🌈 34 | Single | Final Fantasy | Weather ⛈️ | SNSD Stan | Short King

Normally I’m a very strict, “No Christmas until after Thanksgiving” kind of guy. But the way this year has gone, the depression, and knowing the sun will go down before I finish work for the rest of the year? I might be willing to change my mind.

The rational part of me will never want to download Snapchat again after being off of it for like 5-6 years because of how annoying and toxic people can be on it But horny brain wants to see more of your cocks so going back in tempting…

Had stress dreams last night about work on Monday. Woke up thinking it was Monday. Got out of bed and started working like it was Monday. Just realized it is not Monday. I am too awake now to go back to sleep. I probably need a new job.

Man Sunday’s truly are the best reset. Woke up late, cleaned the house a little, worked out. Now I get to spend the rest of the day reading, napping, getting high, playing Fortune’s Weave, and ogling cock. Little me would never have imagined how blessed I’d be. Teehee 🤭

Being up this early for my yearly physical and to get shots I know are probably going to leave me bed ridden this afternoon is tempered by the fact that: 1. It’s payday 2. Fortune’s Weave will be delivered today 3. A massive bean bag chair I ordered a few weeks ago will also finally be here today. 🤩

Been doing busy work most of the day outside of meetings and all the while I’ve been listening to Game Changer. I probably won’t sleep until I finish it but I already know that I’m not emotionally ready for Heated Rivalry Season 2 by the way that I’m melting over a story I’ve already watched. 😭

I have always, ALWAYS loved Digimon but I swear their games are usually misses for me. Like I’m playing Digimon Survive right now, and even though I’m annoyed by the story basically being a visual novel, I cannot stand any of these characters. If none of these kids survive, I won’t be upset.