brushbaddy
@judiwench.bsky.social
🍉 18+ problematic fandom account, sometimes writing in niche fandoms | please watch Jeongnyeon | thedamejudiwench on AO3 | they/she
Trying to remind myself that having a flare doesn’t mean my meds stopped working it means I’ve had a really rough five weeks
Some of Qifrey’s stims: 🌙 idly playing with Olly’s arm hair just above the wrist; stops if he becomes consciously aware 🌙 wiggling toes in his shoes often until they’re sore 🌙 thumb against edge of fingernail 🌙 running his tongue along the sharp point of one canine when he’s writing #orufrey
It’s so surreal to spend 30 minutes enjoying getting my ass handed to me by a good fic and then resurfacing into the exhausted grief fog like oh yeah this still sucks but I enjoyed a brief detour
I’ve always loved fandoms that have a dynamic or fic trope involving a gutting reveal (core transfer for example) and without spoiling anything Witch Hat Atelier has my fav one ever and it’s been a real treat seeing how different authors play with it. #orufrey The restraint I am showing…
Update I read it now I’m flat (spoilers for all the manga) wow this goes hard archiveofourown.org/chapters/237...?
‘…and doubt comes, doubt comes in.’ - Chapter 1 - BlazingQuill - とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
brushbaddy @judiwench.bsky.social · 7d agoNew @blazingquill.bsky.social fic in my inbox and I’m at work: homophobic
Tried to write after work and working out, saw a flower and ended up crying a bunch instead
New @blazingquill.bsky.social fic in my inbox and I’m at work: homophobic
Rude that I have to work instead of writing about Olruggio sucking Qifrey’s dick without taking his leggings off
I know I have plenty of reasons to be extremely grumpy but wow I’m extremely grumpy
I was made vaguely aware that WHA fandom has top bottom discourse which is so funny to me considering the extent to which these men are strongly arguably both vers and switch with a deeply enmeshed trauma4trauma dynamic and highly fluid degrees of issues around autonomy in this essay I will #orufrey
Block me with your “proshipper DNI” account and you don’t get to like my stuff with your nsfw account lol nice try
I cannot believe the number of parts of my body that hurt from falling off a bike going approximately zero miles per hour
I am strongly biased against AI, but even taking that innate rage into consideration, the way it is impacting my workplace is causing an objectively higher cognitive load on everyone. That negates any efficiencies.
Once Olruggio finally gets hole access that man is going to hole worship in ways that have never before been seen #orufrey
Heyyyyy I had the energy to deep clean the litter box and clean the robot vacuum and start some tomatoes roasting Now flat
My favorite part about rolling around in a new fandom is bookmark surfing
Nothing in the entire world could have prepared me for the brief shot of bunny mascot sex in Payback episode 1
The thing I miss the very most about sleeping on a ship is the tiny bunks with curtains. It’s so dark and cozy and you can rest your back against the wall and you can feel the generators and engines humming.
I had this laundry list of restaurants lined up to take my dad to and now they’re all ruined <— this is my new fav emoji
I spent one full hour with hands on utensils the entire time levels of cooking and fucking burned it in the last three minutes lol
I spent lunch reading a pet play fic that’s so goddamn good and didn’t finish it and now I have to hop into a meeting feeling drunk time blindness strikes again
Man living on a main road sure is giving me exposure therapy to ambulance sounds (derogatory)