jun-system

@jun-system.bsky.social

we're Jun, a system!💚Lime💫Arling💽Elio🦊Rokko💗Carcar🖤Nori🌘Rei❎Rei🌧Laine/Rei Body's 33, ハーフjp/wht. brain has Autism/ADHD/PSTD & more. 🐾 Artist! Trans & ΘΔ! we're also 🍼Little too, please play nice! 🔞 ⬅️important! 🖼 https://jun-system.neocities.org/linx

💫 damn... the system but ezpecially Laine are juzt... sad. and, wishing they were me but, we're a system, we all need to be each other sometimes QnQ i'm not as... "idyllic" as it seems. as cloze as i am to the "what a confident & cool & cute girl jun would be" idealized image, that's not me 100%

🌘 *terrified and freaked out* "why why why do we have to be kids and dealing with this!?!?" *after being calmed down and comforted* aa.. that why... baby bun is safe now...

🌘 sometimes i'm like "ah yes i'm a moon rabbit, how on the nose for mental illn- WHAT DO YOU MEAN I WAS LIVING A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT VERSION OF THE DAY FOR MOST OF THE TIME I FRONTED!?" fucking. lunacy. on the nose, alright.

it feels surreal being the eldest sibling in body age/chronologically, yet being mentally a kid, and disabled to not *have* an adult job or stuff, while my siblings are all stable(-seeming), accomplished adults

sometimes we remember that dream again, the one where we went to visit our family and turned into a ralts was an anxious dream, but also went alright in the end with lots of reassurance (in the dream)

"Paw!" "Yes, that's right! 'Paw'!" "Pawww~" *hug!* "Guess it's bytes like you where we get the term 'cuddlebug', huh?" #sizesky #pawsky After the August 1st pic, we also drew a couple more Wolvermon pics! Been wanting to draw her since Ep 1 of Beatbreak premiered! Better late than never~

Seen from a low angle, Wolvermon has taken off one of her shoes, and looks on, amused & adoringly at a micro byte-size Spadamon who's hugging her sole! That's Jun! She's toe-sized and so enamored, feeling snuggly and happy beneath the looming, heavy footpaw~

writing the description for an artwork to upload and we realized we'd started writing a whole paragraph about how we're nervous but then... deleting that to keep the focus on the initial paragraph, with the excitement! like, we're finally trusting our energy & our audience!

🌘 #vent #littlefur #DID when you realize you're the one who most embodies the shame, and hurt, and the cry from the hurt. forever awaiting the consequences for how bad you feel and how bad it makes you. ...even when it's not true. it still feels real. ... i'm so sorry i'm like this...

Rei, in little kid age slide, sits huddled in a door-shaped spotlight. Crying. staring at you.

"So, who wants to burn in August next?" i got into a Wolvermon mood one night and part of it was making a variant of August 1st, starring her! think of it as something of a sequel to my Gekkomon pic from last year (full disclosure: i reused the re-created background from that)

In front of the infamous calendar, Wolvermon playfully assumes the August 1st meme from Digimon with a smirk!