also we continue to NOT learn the lesson that shasta zero sugar cola tastes like ASS. stop cheaping out Rokko this is not a treat!
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we're Jun, a system!💚Lime💫Arling💽Elio🦊Rokko💗Carcar🖤Nori🌘Rei❎Rei🌧Laine/Rei Body's 33, ハーフjp/wht. brain has Autism/ADHD/PSTD & more. 🐾 Artist! Trans & ΘΔ! we're also 🍼Little too, please play nice! 🔞 ⬅️important! 🖼 https://jun-system.neocities.org/linx
💫 damn... the system but ezpecially Laine are juzt... sad. and, wishing they were me but, we're a system, we all need to be each other sometimes QnQ i'm not as... "idyllic" as it seems. as cloze as i am to the "what a confident & cool & cute girl jun would be" idealized image, that's not me 100%
🌘 *terrified and freaked out* "why why why do we have to be kids and dealing with this!?!?" *after being calmed down and comforted* aa.. that why... baby bun is safe now...
🌘 sometimes i'm like "ah yes i'm a moon rabbit, how on the nose for mental illn- WHAT DO YOU MEAN I WAS LIVING A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT VERSION OF THE DAY FOR MOST OF THE TIME I FRONTED!?" fucking. lunacy. on the nose, alright.
i swear i was a big like uhhh five minutes ago yes i can count that high >:C
it feels surreal being the eldest sibling in body age/chronologically, yet being mentally a kid, and disabled to not *have* an adult job or stuff, while my siblings are all stable(-seeming), accomplished adults
there's gotta be a song out there about being half-japanese and how it feels. but, we don't know how to search for specific music so it's, dunno currently
i'm japanese-american except in certain low times i feel like i'm such an utter failure at being a japanese person
sometimes we remember that dream again, the one where we went to visit our family and turned into a ralts was an anxious dream, but also went alright in the end with lots of reassurance (in the dream)
if my family ever finds this social or my galleries I'm pretty sure my mom will just spontaneously combust from shame. up in the air how my siblings react ^_^;
thx for being patient with all the talkin ramblin rambley today =w=
=w= we love our friends we love being a girl who has lots of love in our hearts and wanna love people because, we see a lot of how you're wonderful!!
I can confirm: a great & insightful read, peppered with her unique humor, and also some very good lessons on the evolution of her writing.
I go over this whole megillah in my book, actually. Which, by the way, is getting a second reprint very soon. :3 There are still a few left! Grab them! Fight for them! Tear each other to pieces while I watch! No, this is not the sexiest day of my life!! retrogamebooks.com/products/fro...
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Cheddar Daily #159 - Ember Today on ''Cheddar becomes a species that he's not supposed to be'', we have Cheddar as a Scorbunny.
a while back, we & our friend @cattyfang.bsky.social drew many sketches to share back and forth. Last night, we (system) were in a very joy-type little state. on that energy, we colored this old sketch to make it look so pretty! QwQ #littlespace #littlefur
also speaking of @cattyfang.bsky.social, old sketches we've exchanged, got the go-ahead to share these two! (which are ones i've/we've system, drew a while back!) #sizesky (he was helping us *a lot* with some stuff back then, but also, we're still friends!)
writing the description for an artwork to upload and we realized we'd started writing a whole paragraph about how we're nervous but then... deleting that to keep the focus on the initial paragraph, with the excitement! like, we're finally trusting our energy & our audience!
ehh why not? live a little~ it's still August 1st in my time zone, so, have a thread of my digimon arts! #paw #sizesky bsky.app/profile/jun-...
"Unbelievable! You didn't update your security since last time we met. Guess you wanted to be shrunk again, huh?" My (rather overdue) part of an Art Trade with awesome friend, @xan3000.bsky.social! He wanted to see his Kotemon once again shrunken at the feet of my hacker Renamon! #sizesky
🌘 #vent #littlefur #DID when you realize you're the one who most embodies the shame, and hurt, and the cry from the hurt. forever awaiting the consequences for how bad you feel and how bad it makes you. ...even when it's not true. it still feels real. ... i'm so sorry i'm like this...
"So, who wants to burn in August next?" i got into a Wolvermon mood one night and part of it was making a variant of August 1st, starring her! think of it as something of a sequel to my Gekkomon pic from last year (full disclosure: i reused the re-created background from that)