I really do get super motivated to draw when I think of them now I'm buzzing thinking about cozy weather t-t Lyn in a cable knit turtle neck sweater, Sil in his button up, vest and slacks o-o walking in the park I hope I don't go off on too many tangents >>

Lyn has a one track mind, and that's for Sil <3

we used to fill old clothes with straw to put next to the pumpkins for Halloween

idk how people draw such amazing asura

small bit of writing it's really sappy because i have no sense :P

sleep doesn't like me like it used to but I'm working on it

I keep forgetting to take my vitamin d t-t

going to hunt for a doctor tomorrow, wish me luck I need to make an appointment and I need to remember I can refuse treatment if it's too expensive I hate this timeline (sorry for vent posting >> )

I may have found a system that helps me function it would have been faster if I could see doctors and therapists I mean I still need to see a doctor at some point soon if we could you know do the whole healthcare thing

I wish I could sleep normally

some progress for tonight, but i'm not very confident in a few areas so ill try to fix it soon

had a bit more time to work on this, will work on more of the dresses soon once this one is done but wanted to share anyways :)

I need to give my past self grace and remember they did what they could with their time regret is painful and I don't want to cry right now

time spent planning and prepping is not time wasted

wip, a simple dress to start. the longest set-up is done so i can just focus on dresses now :)

And the last set for now! These cuties belong to @kab-y.bsky.social @ratasum.bsky.social @duana.bsky.social and @jekrixlokan.bsky.social

I have a new found urge to draw (or attempt to learn how to draw) more dresses for Lyn after a day of feeling ill maybe when I have time tomorrow tho, it's late lol

I do feel okay being alone with myself. maybe it's because I have a hard time feeling welcome anywhere.

for @kab-y.bsky.social #gw2

i tried lol messed up on a few major things but maybe next time

got super burnt out trying to help a friend make a guild happen and I think I am just not built for that. especially when I'm not very talkative irl anyway. paired with the kind of people you encounter in raids but my focus will still be fantasy, things I like, magic and forests and loving couples

I wonder why I feel faint oh right. the water. water I need for my body to work. yes that.

finally changed up some lighting so my eyes aren't be burned by a lamp in my view (moving sucks lol) next up is some lights on the walls for some soft colors

minor spoiler for anatomy, but just had brain worms and wanted to doodle Lyn ^^

felt better today, wanted to doodle my Sil. (Lyn's pov as he is about to drag Sil to the beach :P )

I need to draw them cuddling but I have stuff to do >> the dilemma of life I suppose

just going to say I've been having a really bad week and I'll be around liking things when I can ty for following, I'll try to post more soon

Lyn grabbing Sil to drag him to the beach on a sunny day :)

I guess it's burn out.. and my overthinking.. I don't need a prolonged break I need something to help me feel better. like healthcare and a place to settle down and call home for good..