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@karparpur.bsky.social

22 p5/akeshuake yapper and artist ⭐️ third semester is my muse

no hate to the p5x enjoyers but it’s just annoying me a bit more and more that ren can’t be on his own in his own game 😭 idk it doesn’t actually matter but it just feels kinda sour to me

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i always say this but shuake/akeshu writers are a different breed. in all the fandoms i’ve been in in my life, i have never felt the utter pure love and passion as much as i have through shuake fic. we have a very special writing community that people take for granted

i drew this for comedy but friends of mine went into detail about shuake and the betrayal the PTs would feel that the leader is keeping it a secret he’s having this fling with the enemy so now nothing is funny

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i was going thru like a graveyard of old daily akechi and shuake accounts out of curiosity but i forgot i had OCD and it ended up making me very upset especially when i saw 2 of them have resentment towards it and my brain internalizes it. i hate hate hate hate this

Kind of stumped on my little thing I'm (hopefully) doing for 2/2 so I'm asking for some help... if any writer would offer to look over my little doc and critique it, maybe throw out some ideas of their own too that would be greatly appreciated 🥹

one of my favorite things i like daydreaming about is akechi wanting attention from ren really bad but him being akechi doesn’t straight up ask for it and instead gets mad 6 hours later at ren for not being able to read his mind

i find it funny when people say ren wouldn’t ever be with akechi because of futaba and haru when there’s legitimately an ending in the actual game where he throws away all his friend’s wants and consent just to keep akechi alive

thinking about shuake having a comfy bed together with a nice duvet and fluffed up pillows and a cushy mattress makes me emotional like wow they’re sharing the comfort and vulnerability of sleep together

i want to write a oneshot of a semi exploration of akechi having learned sayings and views on his own homosexuality but i don’t want to look like one of those people who thinks internalized homophobia is the only interesting thing abt a queer couple LOL

admittedly, with so many things happening recently, my feelings towards p5 had become bitter a bit. but it’s things like watching my first saved shuake edits and my favorite shuake mvs and art that makes my heart just love them so much. and i’ll continue loving them despite anything

i don’t know how i played persona 4 enjoyed it and then it left my brain like 3 days later like really?? nothin my hyper fixation brain wanted to latch onto??

is anyone a fandom oldhead and can give me any tips about not being gutted about people moving on before you… people losing interest in what i love most/moving on to other things is genuinely taking a toll on me emotionally and i want to have a healthier relationship to fandom