眼球🪲Mantis
@kasuga1chiban.bsky.social
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not doing well has no money has no joy not doing well sad and sad and not happy and sad
So many people I need to talk to and play with I just need to get thru this fucking weekend
I haven’t drawn this much in a while you can tell it’s literally all because I am selling something
Sometimes I get emotional thinking about people who I haven’t spoken to in months in passing of the interweb and I wanna say “im so proud of you” then realising im neither someone with the authority to say that nor it matters. But I think deeply about them and I feel at peace.
I’m lucky to have good friends but i am once again so tired and strained I kinda need to not socialise for a minute. We shall do a clinical study to see if this severe mental illness will make me change into extreme euphoric social mode tomorrow
Went out with ex coworker and had this realisation that my current job is such a literal blessing had I stayed there I would’ve probably actually end it all
Just because. An actor has a fav character doesn’t mean they should, get to play them. Like Channing Tatum playing gambit is actually great ok do your thing but I can’t ever forgive Ryan Reynolds for fucking dp so fucking hard it fucked his whole character sort haha who said that
Show case in a month but no merch nor comic finished. Rivals …
White Lotus? Sorry, I’m too busy tweeting about our WHITE POTUS
i think the things i wish i can tell myself a few years ago is like no amount of insecurities will make things any better. confidence really changes thing. For example I think I'm good at marvel rivals
I'm so stunned like I am currently surrounded by some of the best artist in the world and it's like jarring and shocking and all I can do is gush endlessly like I don't think anyone undersatnd like how serious I am wehn I gas people up bc I'm seriously in SHOCK. HOW
playing kingdom hearts me: Whats the objective again? chandh: we're going to kill hercules luc: no no,
Dude I have become so like catered to the public taste that I forgot: I can like things I like. The Adam warlock thanos sex is bringing me back to my precious little black order 🫶🥹🥹🥹
Feeling pathetic because I’ve had the same oc and for The4 years people still draw him wrong so it just bc bc I draw like shit and it’s not obvious lol
I don’t wanna feel ignored when I’m trying really hard to do things and engage with people :/ why I gotta feel insecure
