Wish I could just vent everything I need to. But different things, different people, different needs. Not everyone fits or fulfils the same things.
Keios Llatser
@keios-llatser.bsky.social
An icy kitsune streamer from the UK. Looking to work with others and build up a group of like minded games and anime fans for streaming and geeking out. keiosllatser.carrd.co
If theres anything I can take from Mondays stream, its that I need a decent fugi for when my computer can't handle the game and the model. I did try to get one. But never heard back from them after saying I'd be 4th on the list. I loved their style too.
Going to jump back into Aniimo and see where we can get. Grinding, story progression, unlocks? Who knows. I'd certainly appreciate all who may pop in. Maybe test multiplayer if any friends are about? www.twitch.tv/keiosllatser
KeiosLlatser - Twitch
A Icy Kitsune vtuber from the UK, looking to work with others to create content, or rage at games if/when things go wrong. Assume all content is for 18+ — KeiosLlatser streams live on Twitch! Check ou...
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So it was a good test to get things running and I know the computer cants run a 3D game and stream. Xbox for the forseeable future or smaller less intensive games. At least until I can get the old laptop up and running again. Still a little breathless by having the control taken from me.
After tonight's more restricted content, I want to try and stream something closer to the morning.i have a few options but its just feeling difficult to get that reach on Twitch. I know ive said this a few times, but more and more I feel like people dont want to see me. I'll still do it, just sucks.
Tomorrow nights going to be a big stream for me. One thats going to push some limits and boundaries that I'm used to keeping private.
I hate i need to find someone to help me test something. But its a mix of personal in a few ways. >_<
Guess who burned their hand with scolding hot gravy that clingged to the skin? Me!
Never in my life anywhere have I been greeted with 99+ notifications. Of course it was because of one of the cats.
Keios Llatser@keios-llatser.bsky.social · 2w agoThey aren't alone. One if my girls, Atlas, will help support their call center.
I want to find a new outfit for the alt. This will be a redeemable, NOT something I will start a stream with but one people will unlock. As such I want to open this up to people. Find me the best of the worst and most degenerate costumes for vroid you just happen to have links for no reason at all.
I was thinking more about streaming Diablo IV, but playing it last night with the grind made me realise that I really cant talk about the game if I'm doing a grind. No story, to learning. Just repeating the game things. Which when lacking an audiance leads to a nonengaging stream
If you're going to harass someone, on behalf of someone else. Maybe make sure you're not making assumptions while you're at it. Because that was either a blatant lie or pure ignorance.
So some potential good news. The products from the company that reached out to me are on the way. Hopefully they get delivered smoothly. So I hope I'll be able to get it all up and running. and yes, I know most of my acquaintances wont be interested. ^_^;
Still want to find someone to help with voice acting some really cringe stuff for project. Even if it's going to be so bad every attempt will be met with laughing at the absurdity of it.
This might be her last stream for the foreseeable future due to a mix of things IRL. As such I'm asking everyone that's ever considered her a friend to come in and say hi. It's going to be her second facecam stream (the first was a test and she was NOT expecting so many to tune into her alt for it).
Liari 🎴🦊@liarittv.bsky.social · 2w agoGonna stream with facecam today in 40 minutes! I'll be going over my mental and physical health, all of the things that have happened over the last month with my friend group, my mam's illness and my dogs illness, and ending in a hiatus. Please be there for me <3 www.twitch.tv/liari
I never understood why some people will hate me playing a game because it makes them think of someone else. I love Megaman, Final Fantasy, Sonic, Metroid, Pokemon, Halo, Castlevania and SO MANY MORE for decades. so no, that doesn't mean I'm playing it to copy someone that's popular.
Making a big return to Diablo IV to see what the 30th Anniversary of the franchise is like. This is also a test for seeing how the multi-stream is going. So let me know how it looks on both platforms. www.twitch.tv/keiosllatser AND joystick.tv/u/KeiosLlatser
KeiosLlatser - Twitch
A Icy Kitsune vtuber from the UK, looking to work with others to create content, or rage at games if/when things go wrong. Assume all content is for 18+ — KeiosLlatser streams live on Twitch! Check ou...
twitch.tv
Please forget about the going live post. The game decided it wanted to undo the last update. So it's restarting the whole thing. I'll repost the going live when it's read.
I will continue to always feel I'm not good enough for people. But I'll always set aside how I feel about others in order to do what I can to make sure they are ok and happy.
With so much emotional stress going on in life. From trying to support other people that mean the world to me, to this whole mess of moving house, and all this while having to hide who I am as a person from the public due to acceptance. I just dont know what to do. I need people I can just talk to.
Nice boots, trench coat, chaos star and amethyst pendants, corset and hair down. Feeling much more like me! Only wish I had time to find my gloves for that be extra comfort.
Turns out, I packed all my discs and I don't know where Diablo 4 is. Between now and wednesday I need to go through all my packed boxes to figure out where my xbox one discs are. I found the switch and some 360 discs, but not the XBox One's.
So it's been decided. Wedneday Night I will be going live on both streaming platforms to test the multistream and returning to Diablo IV. I've not played since the second season of the first DLC and the new season starting soon will have all three Prime Evils returning. Return of Necro Keios.
After the two test streams to see how well it runs on the other site I think it's time to test the dual stream. So for this I need to find something simple and easy to play. Nothing that requires a lot of thought and ideally something I can chat with, well, chat to myself really.
It's bubble bath time.... but no picture this time because the bubbles are already disappearing. :'( Smells of bubblegum.
Just waking after doing off for an unintentional nap and all the aches are catching up. Also an overwhelming feeling of dread of going over me. One of these days I'll find a way to vent all the stress I'm carrying.
With Suicide Prevention and Awareness, people are going through a lot we don't always know the full details of. I've lost a lot of good friends to suicide when it was the only release or escape they could see. No one knew until it was too late. It's why I will always hear people out lost too many